Bill and Tracy part 21 by Chloe Ann Vixen

Part 21
 
Tracy’s initial “class” with the domme left her confused, but she couldn’t put her finger on exactly why. She didn’t submit to him. She didn’t think she had, at least, but she felt like she had been controlled by the directions and the positions. “Am I a submissive?,” she wondered.. And she hadn’t given herself to him sexually, but measured by her trashed panties  there was definitely a sexual aspect there. She eventually decided to not worry too much about it. There was  something that she didn’t understand, though, and she needed to find out more. 
 
Rereading the Gorean Saga, coupled with the domme’s classes, helped her understand more about that discipline  and appreciate its eroticism. She decided that she needed to become more knowledgeable of the subject, and her friend was the perfect person to teach her. As long as he and she stayed dressed for the classes and kept  things professional, even if she found the classes to be more than a little  arousing, she would be safe. 
 
The domme, on the other hand, planned to take her much farther down that path, to the point at which she would  be enslaved. Sexually enslaved to him. So far, she had no idea. 
 
Bill had been having a very difficult time since Tracy’s revelation. Whenever he got the slightest bit aroused, which was almost always, all he could think about were things sissy, his dominatrix girlfriend and the possibilities. Heady stuff. It led to many strong masturbatory fantasies and a constantly abraded penis. He also started buying more sissy things, reading more sissy fiction and sleeping in feminine nightwear and panties most nights of the week. His control over the inner sissy had been lost. 
 
Their weekend meetings became more frequent, in part because of the unsatisfied needs that pent up while they were apart. And their lovemaking became even more passionate and urgent,  almost desperate. 
 
Neither could objectively see what was happening. Bill was by himself while at home most of the time and couldn’t measure how far he had been drawn into his sexual fantasy world. Tracy couldn’t see how deeply she had drifted into the place the domme was taking her either, but the domme could, and he kept taking her deeper and deeper. Candi-Floss did know that something was up, as Tracy more and more frequently demanded her oral ministrations, particularly on days after classes, but was too occupied by her own needs to give it much thought. 
 
Matters became even more interesting during a visit by Tracy to Bill at his apartment. Bill had gone out to pick up some takeout for dinner, and Tracy was looking for one of his tee shirts to wear. She looked in one of the drawers of a dresser and found Bill’s sissy stash, or at least part of it. Panties, pantyhose and stockings, nightgowns, makeup and more. 
 
Her first reaction was surprise—she had no idea it had gone this far and had never actually found a sissy’s stash. But then she realized that she had just gotten much closer to her fantasy. The arousal that followed this realization was almost electric—her breath became shallow—almost panting, and she felt a swelling and tightening down below. She closed the drawer as quickly as she  could and went into the other room to sit down and collect herself. What would she do? What could she do?
 
She had to talk to the domme. 
 
Part 22
 
After she returned from Bill’s, Tracy texted the domme. They met for lunch. 
 
He smiled knowingly as she told him what she had found. What should she do? She was so conflicted. 
 
He had anticipated this moment, or a variant of it, for a while, and knew exactly what he wanted to say. 
 
“It won’t be long until he asks you to play sissy with him. In his mind the sissy play will be over as soon as he returns home,  or  once his mind clears ‘sissy space,’ after which  he’ll want to go on to  other things. That will be very damaging to your side of the relationship. You will feel cheated and  denied. So for both of your sakes you cannot allow that to happen. “
 
“Instead, if you agree to play the ‘game’ with him but make it clear that you will be doing  it as a real, not a pretend, dominatrix, by your rules, that he will have to accept it wholly on your terms and that it will not be a temporary arrangement, then the damage to your side of the relationship will be avoided.  As for his side of the relationship, you will have been honest and forthcoming, he will have agreed to your conditions  and he will receive everything he has ‘wished for,’ even though there might be a little more to the reality than he imagined. I think that is the only way it can be made to work.”
 
“And it won’t just be for a day, an overnight or a weekend. Instead, it will be for as long as you want it to be. And he needs to understand that it will be real.”
 
“Most importantly, he must ask for it, and it must come across as something you are doing for him, not to him.”
 
This makes good sense to Tracy.
 
“So, when he asks, how should I play it?”
 
“I wouldn’t say yes too quickly. Appear hesitant. Maybe say you’ll think about it, or that you’re not sure it’s a good idea. The longer you go before saying yes the more desperately he’ll want it, and the more  malleable he’ll be. At the point at which  he is the weakest you can say ‘Okay, we can try it, but only on my terms’. You will need time to set it up, so give him a starting date. One by which you’ll have made the necessary preparations.”
 
“From there, make it as simple for him as possible. Don’t give him the chance to reconsider. I would be happy to contribute the chastity device—there is a woman in Oregon whose shop makes the best—but they require a cockhead piercing. So make him get pierced before you start. Throw in a couple of small things  for him to do beforehand as well, but not too many. Maybe tell him not to play with himself until then—that would make him fixate on it more. And don’t give him the opportunity to pester you about it.”
 
“I think you are going to want to use some hypnosis on him too. I have just the recordings and am happy to share them with instructions. With enough lead time you can probably make him quite susceptible to further hypnosis training by the time you are ready to start ”
 
“Your in person work with him will take time, so you’ll want him to arrange to be away or out of pocket from work for a while. He may or may not be able to return to work after we. I mean you, are done with  him. He will need time to make arrangements to be away from work. So you will need to factor that in.”
 
“You may want to take some time off from your day job as well.”
 
Tracy furrows her brow—
 
“This might sound odd, particularly coming from me, of all people, but I don’t want Bill to fear me. I don’t want to be constantly punishing him. I love him and may have a hard time hurting him.”
 
“That’s easy. You can use Candi-Floss. She’s pretty good with a cane, and enjoys using it. . And heck, I am more than happy to help. Tell you what, you and the slut keep a log, a ‘punishment log,’ of the sissy’s transgressions, and I will come around once a week and take care of matters.”
 
“You’d do that?”
 
“Yeah, no problem. Maybe we could work it around  our classes.”
 
“I might just take you up on that. But wow, all that sounds like a lot.”
 
“Maybe, but you’re most of way there already.”
 
Part 23
 
It didn’t take long for the domme’s prediction to come true. It was the Friday night  of a weekend in Telluride. It was not skiing weather, so they were just there to see, dine and shop. Bill hadn’t been completely comfortable broaching the topic, but he couldn’t hold back any longer. 
 
“Um, Tracy, I’ve been thinking about when you caught me wearing ‘your’ clothes over my birthday weekend. Would there be any chance we could try that again? That might be a fun thing to do one one of these weekends.”
 
“Bill, honey, I don’t know. That would be mixing my after-hours work with pleasure. And you haven’t had the best past experiences with that stuff. I’m not sure it’s a good idea.”
 
The disappointment shows on Bill’s face. 
 
“Maybe think about it? Please?
 
“Okay. I will. But I’m really not sure.”
 
And they moved on to other topics. 
 
He followed up at dinner two weeks later—
 
“Have you given any more thought to me maybe submitting to you as a, well, you know?”
 
She smiles to herself as he says this—he’s so sweet and wants this so much. 
 
“A little. But if we were going to do it, I’d want to do it right, really right, and it would take a good bit of advance planning. I would hate for you to be disappointed. Let me give it some more thought.”
 
The next time he asks, a couple weeks later. she’s ready to say yes—
 
“Well okay, but here’s how it will have to be. Even though I do what I do after hours, I have fantasies too. And for this to work for me it will have to be to be what I want. Part of my fantasy. Otherwise, I don’t want us to do it.”
 
“So my question to you is will you completely accept my rules without question? Understand that I am really and truly a dominatrix, and will be in absolute control of this, not  you. This may  change our relationship dramatically, and once we start, there may be no going back.”
 
“And by accepting, you will be agreeing to whatever I want.”
 
“Give it some thought, make sure you are certain. and let me know sometime next week.”
 
Tracy knew he would agree. She felt a little bad about manipulating him,  but it seemed to be something he really wanted. And she wanted him to be happy. Given where things were, there really wasn’t any other way. 
 
Bill anguished over his answer. He desperately wanted it, but just as desperately loved Tracy and what they had. And this very thing had ruined his prior marriage. But she did say that whatever they did would be “part her fantasy.” So he reasoned that he could go along with it for her sake as well. 
 
After a difficult deliberation, he accepted. “For Tracy,” he told himself.
 
He told her. 
 
Tracy was delighted, but tried not to let on-/
 
“Very well. We will start in four weeks or as soon after that as you can arrange for a leave of absence from work. And we will not see each other or, unless I bring it up, speak of this until then. Understood!”
 
“Yes. Understood.”
 
Part 24
 
The next weeks were very long weeks for Tracy and Bill. Both of their days were consumed with excited anticipation. Tracy continued with the domme’s classes, and the domme progressively tightened his control over her. And he continued, during the classes, to “innocently” present her with a face full of his cock and balls at every opportunity. In her constantly aroused state, the classes became increasingly sexual. Even her  interest in the rope bondage  increased, so much so that she asked to be tied up herself in one session. After she had been immobilized and started to feel the effects of the bondage,  Candi-Floss had made the mistake of taunting her with a stupid comment, and paid the price by spending the rest of the class bound at the domme’s feet paying homage to his shoes. Being tied up with a crotch knot and having to watch that spectacle  did nothing to help Tracy’s level of arousal. 
 
Bill got up extra early on the chosen day, very much looking forward to getting laid once he got to Tracy’s apartment. As for the sissy thing, he had no idea what Tracy  had  planned. Other than being told to have his cock pierced, with a reverse deep shaft Prince Albert piecing (the 6 gauge curved barbell for which was sent in the mail to him by Tracy,  courtesy of the domme), which he had done three weeks before, to listen to the hypnosis recordings, which he had done exactly as directed, to not masturbate after being pierced, which he had not, and to wear the pink satin panties Tracy had sent him on the plane, nothing had been said about it. And he was horny as hell.
 
His flight arrived at 8:30 in the morning, local time.  He was awash in feelings and emotions—worried, excited, afraid, aroused, and other feelings and  emotions he couldn’t even begin to name.
 
He had gotten through TSA screening without his piercing having been an issue, his primary concern there being the possibility of his pink panties being discovered in the search process. 
 
He looks for Tracy as he clears the passenger area. She had said she would meet him. Instead, he finds a very sexy,  provocatively-dressed,  blonde  holding up a sign with his name on it. She waves to him—
 
“Bill! Honey! Tracy sent me to pick you up!”
 
He walks over to her—
 
“You must be Candi-Floss. Tracy has told me a lot about you. Nice to finally meet.”
 
“That’s me, in the flesh, and the pleasure is mine (looking down at his cock). And Mistress Tracy  was right, you are quite the cutie. I could just eat you all up!”
 
“Yes, I’ve heard that about you too. And you’re even prettier than Tracy let on.”
 
“Why thank you, Bill. Mistress Tracy has set up a few appointments to prepare you, and she asked me if I could take you around. Is that your only bag?”
 
“Yes. Nothing checked.”
 
“Good. Then let’s get going. We are on a tight schedule.” 
 
Once they clear the airport campus they drive about 30 minutes and stop at a small retail area. Candi-Floss is a chatter box, talking nervously about this and that. Bill likes her, in spite of what he can only describe as her mindlessness. “Chalk that up to Tracy,” he thinks.  They stop in front of a shop with a sign “Laser Hair Removal.”
 
“Your appointment is at 10:00, but I’m sure they’ll take you early.”
 
“Woah!  Hair removal? Tracy didn’t say anything about that. Is it really necessary?”
 
“I’m sorry, but it is absolutely necessary for a sissy. You do want to be a sissy, don’t you?  Then you should know that. And Mistress Tracy warned me that you might try to resist some of the preparations She told me to tell you that you’ve agreed to whatever she wants, and you can just get back on a plane if you don’t want to go through with this. And don’t even think about calling her. She likely won’t answer, and she told me to tell you that  if you beg or plead, even a little, it’s back east for you.”
 
“Now, should we go back to the airport?”
 
Bill takes a deep breath. “Tracy is just making this seem more real, “ he thinks. 
 
“No. We don’t need to go back. What Tracy wants, Tracy gets.”
 
“Tell me about it! Shall we go in?”
 
(Bill sighs.)
 
“Lead the way.”
 
They walk in. Candi-Floss is in control. They approach the reception desk. 
 
“Hi! He’s here for a 10:00 appointment.”
 
“Name?”
 
“Billie.”
 
“Great! Full body hair, correct?”
 
“That’s correct. But the hair on the top of the head, other than the neck, and the eyebrows, stay. But our Mistress does want the work she mentioned done on the eyebrows.”
 
“Of course. Right this way.”
 
Bill steels himself, and follows her back. 
 
The procedures take about 90 minutes. Without body hair, Bill feels oddly naked. And his denuded skin is soft and silky, almost feminine. He had never imagined that his skin could feel that way. They get back into the car. 
 
“Our next appointment is at 12:00. We should have just enough time.”
 
“Next appointment?”
 
“Yes. The salon. So you can be pretty.”
 
Bill shudders.
 
“Yes. Mistress Tracy has already given them instructions.”
 
“I don’t even want to know..”
 
Bill quickly finds himself wearing only a pink linen  robe and his panties,  awaiting a full body skin treatment intended to help with the minor irritation caused by the laser treatment. From there it was on to his hair. After his hair was washed and dyed, extensions were added and it was prettily cut and styled. His hair was now the same color and  cut in the same style as Candi-Floss’s. 
 
He smiles at this. “Tracy must be collecting blondes,” he thinks. 
 
He is next taken to the makeup area, where the technician matches  products to his skin tone and eye color, then makes him over and shows him how to apply and, where necessary, blend, the various products. Concealer, foundation, blush, bronzer, eyeliner, eyeshadow, mascara and several lip products.  His makeup is perfect, and he is given a large bag full of brushes, beauty  blenders and his new products. 
 
Finally, he is taken to the nail technician for a manicure and pedicure. His nails are extended, and polished a lovely and very feminine light pink. 
 
When he goes to get dressed, once finally finished, his clothes are gone. In their place are  a short collared white dress, white panties, an AA cup bra, also white, in his band size, a hat accented with a pink ribbon, pink stockings and several other pink items, and a pair of low-heeled Mary Jane’s. It was Candi-Floss’s outfit, except in his size and with pink accessories. rather than her blue. He calls Candi-Floss back.
 
“I can’t wear this.  I’ll look like a total girl!”
 
She laughs and giggles. This is quite funny to her. 
 
“I’m afraid you most certainly can. Your clothes have been securely locked away. You can either wear it to see Mistress Tracy, or wear it to the airport and on the plane. Your choice. And you’re worried about looking like a total girl? Really, sissy? Have you not looked in a mirror?”
 
This stopped Bill cold. He looks at himself in the mirror. He sees only a girl. A pretty girl at that. His cock stirs. Candi-Floss was right. She isn’t that mindless after all. 
 
Candi-Floss helps him dress. In the mirror, they look like sisters. Slutty sisters. 
 
He winces. 
 
“Doing okay, sissy?”
 
“I guess.”
 
He was glad to have that over with, but starts  to worry about what more might be in store. 
 
They get to the car. Candi-Floss takes a small bottle of perfume from her purse and spritzes on the inside of her wrists. Then rubs her wrists on the sides of her neck.
 
“Now, some for you.”
 
She sprays his wrists, and he repeats the ritual. He now smells unmistakably girl. 
 
“Are we going to Tracy’s apartment?”
 
“No. Not quite yet.”
 
“I was afraid of that. Where to now?”
 
“The piercing studio. Don’t worry, they’re really nice and professional. They did me, in fact.”
 
“Your ears and nose?”
 
“Yes. Tongue too. But I’m not wearing  the tongue ball now. And my nipples and belly button.  You’ll love being pierced like that!”
 
“We’re going to be pierced the same?”
 
“Yep. Except for our privates. They pierced my clitty and nether lips too, but  I understand that your privates have already been taken care of.”
 
“What more is she having done.? This is a lot—maybe too much!.”
 
“Nothing more today. And be glad—she made me get a tramp stamp tattoo. It says ‘Pusscakes.’ So humiliating!”
 
“I’m glad she’s not giving me one. I take some consolation in that.”
 
“Yeah. They were booked and couldn’t fit you in. She waited too long to call. Lucky you, I guess!”
 
“Here we are!”
 
The piercings don’t take too long. 
 
Bill is now pierced, from the waist  up, exactly as Tracy pierced herself for him. And exactly as Candi-Floss is pierced. 
 
“Pleathe tell me we’re done for today.”
 
“We’re done. Next stop, Tracy’s studio.”
 
“Thtudio?”
 
“Yes, her play space. Her dungeon. Nice lisp, by the way!” (Smiling teasingly.)  “Tho thithy.”
 
“Thtop it!  Will Trathy be there?”
 
“You mean Mistress Tracy? Yes. In a while.”
 
Thank God!”

Bill and Tracy part 16 by Chloe Ann Vixen

Part 16

As Tracy re-immersed herself in the scene, her relationship with Bill continued and, at least while they were together, continued to strengthen. But when they were apart, she struggled with several discordant feelings and emotions. She was increasingly troubled by not having told Bill that she had again become a practicing dominatrix. She didn’t know how to broach the topic with him, and worried that her secret would eventually destroy what they had between them. And what they had between them was more precious than anything.

She felt no guilt at all over having slept with Candi-Floss and taken her as her personal submissive. The slut should have known better and deserved what she got. Besides, the perverted little bitch liked it. And Tracy honesty thought that Bill would approve of what she had done. That is, once she confessed that she had returned to her prior life, once he had forgiven her deception, and once he had.accepted it as part of their relationship, of course.

She was also bothered by how much she had thought about having submitted to him. Sexually bothered. The being “sexually bothered” was even present while she was doing a session with a sub, any sub. She found herself increasingly imagining how she would feel if someone had been doing to a submissive her what she was doing to the sub. Even outside of sessions, she found herself having panty-dampening daydreams of submission. She didn’t want that—not at all! Or did she?

What sexually bothered her most, though, was her personal dominatrix fantasy. She wanted her own sissy. Her perfect sissy, seduced, moulded and trained in all the ways she had imagined—reduced to helplessness and obedience. And she wanted that sissy to be Bill! This desire consumed her with an unshakable guilt.

Her struggle with these feelings and emotions started affecting her more and more. She eventually sought advice from a friend of hers in the scene. He was a couple of years older than she, and while he had been a practicing domme, almost legendary, having had every bit of the regard within the scene as Tracy, he now spent most of his energies working out elaborate cuckholding scenarios and executing on his plans. He was a “Bull,” in the parlance of the scene.

He was an amazing physical specimen. His good looks, physique and massive cock (which Tracy had actually seen in person) made him almost irresistible to the poor sluts whose husbands or partners pushed the cuck fantasy on them. He and Tracy had many a drink over stories of his successes. She was impressed by him, and more impressed by his cock. She had even occasionally considered taking a ride on it herself, but something inside her told her that was a path down which she dare not venture.

The domme had made it clear to Tracy that he would be happy to fuck her anytime and anywhere.

They met for a drink at an upscale restaurant near her studio. He complimented Tracy on her return to the scene and welcomed her back.

She explained her dilemma, including her having submitted to Bill, but leaving out having conflicting feelings about being submissive. Whether she unintentionally communicated that interest, or the thought of taking her as a submissive occurred to him independently, he well understood that as a possibility—so much so that his cock swelled distractedly at the thought. Submissive to him, of course.

“A very interesting situation indeed,” he thinks.

For the moment, he attempts to set aside his conflicting interests, and genuinely tries to provide good advice. He reasons that Bill knows she’s a dominatrix, whether practicing or not. He loves her for her, so if that love is true, then, as long as she doesn’t get emotionally involved with another, and she honors that line drawn, he should probably come around to accepting her being active again. Who knows, he may even get off on the whole thing. But an admission and an apology were in order.

Tracy agreed.

He cautioned her on having slept with Candi-Floss, but also thought that the means were likely justified. She did have it coming. And Bill may even come to enjoy having the slut around. The domme made a mental note to visit that gentleman’s club.

The hardest issue to reason through was her personal fantasy, particularly as it related to Bill. If Bill had in fact moved on from that, then she needed to respect his choice. He did ask a few questions about Bill’s behavior during the session, though.

“I dunno, Tracy. Very few men who are sexually drawn to the sissy thing can ever truly give it up. Much like you couldn’t give up being a dominatrix. It drew you back. And from what you told me, I would wager that his inner sissy is very much alive and well. So I think you have to be patient. Watch for signs. And if you see him needing to go in that direction again, you reassess. But until then, you shouldn’t try to take him there.”

Tracy thinks this is good advice, and they continue to talk about other things, catching up. When they part, she thanks him by picking up the tab.

As for her friend, he leaves the meeting quite aroused, thinking that, if he plays his cards right, there may be a real treat for him in all this. He makes his way directly to the closest sissy cuck’s house to blow off some steam and to ram his cock into the cuck’s wife.

Part 17

During this period, Bill found himself struggling as well—with his sissy demons. He had loved every minute of his and Tracy’s session. She was the perfect dominant. His dream dominant. But he loved her. Loved everything about her. Loved being her lover.

He started giving into it slowly. First. He bought a few pairs of panties on the Internet. Then a couple of bras. A lot of new sissy fiction had been added since he had last delved into this—he read as much as he could find, and revisited old favorites. And he found himself shopping for, but not yet buying, outfits, shoes and makeup that he might want to try. While he occasionally weakened and gave in, he was proud of how well he had been able to resist temptation. But as Tracy’s domme friend had concluded, but not fully let on, the urges were still there. And Tracy’s friend also knew that the urges would only get stronger and stronger, particularly once Tracy confessed to having become active again.

Bill was terrified of weakening and giving into it completely, even with her. Tracy had made it clear that there were certain requisites for a sissy under her control. No body hair would be permitted, feminine dress, makeup and perfume would be obligatory, and chastity would be enforced, and there would likely be other intrusions upon his person. And unlike in his pre-Tracy experience, all of it would be real. And there might be no going back.

Other forces were at work as well.

As was his thing, Tracy’s domme friend had developed a strategy for enslaving Tracy and cuckholding Bill, and started laying the foundation, or setting the trap, he would use once Bill found himself enveloped in Tracy’s femme fantasy. When that might happen would be dependent on an unsuspecting Bill, and it may not happen at all. Still, for the domme, it was a fun and thrilling exercise. And he was more than cautiously optimistic.

His first step was to make Tracy more sexually interested in him —using all his charms, and even his cock. He stopped by the gentlemen’s club to check out her “Candi-Floss.” “Nice work, Tracy, “ he thought, after meeting her. After a few minutes with her in the men’s room, he thought “Damn nice work, Tracy.” In the process, he learned from the girl the exact location of the studio and when the girls would next be there.

So, a few days later, he dropped by the studio while they were getting ready for a session. Tracy looked magnificent, and “Pusscakes,” in her assistant’s dress, looked delightful as well.

Tracy welcomed him in. They exchanged polite kisses on the cheek.

“Hope you don’t mind me dropping by unannounced, but I went by the Club the other day and your slut (casting a glance at Candi-Floss) said you might be here this afternoon. I wanted to check it out.”

“Not at all. Glad you came by. Care for a tour? We have about a 45 minutes before our ‘company’ arrives.”

“Absolutely.”

They talk as they walk.

“So Tracy, have there been any developments? Have you told him yet?”

“No, not yet. We’re meeting in Austin for a music festival in two weeks. I’m planning on telling him then.”

This is good news to the domme, he feels his cock starting to get hard.

“Good luck on that. Just let me know if you want to talk about it more. Love the place, by the way. And awesome job with the girl! While I was visiting her at the club she, well, you know, was quite gracious.”

“So I’ve heard.” (Chuckling.) “Gracious to everyone with a dick, it would appear.”

“Again, well done. Say, as long as I’m here (looking over to Candi-Floss) would you mind if she … ?”

“No. Not at all. By all means.”

“Come here Pusscakes. The nice man has something for you!”

“Mistress. Yes Mistress.”

“Tracy, I think you should watch this. She’s really good!”

“If you insist.”

Candi-Floss, knowing what’s expected of her, kneels and unzips his fly, withdrawing his large cock.

The domme wants Tracy to see his cock—basically “baiting” her with it. It has the intended effect.

Tracy watches Pusscake’s submissive act, and finds herself starting to lubricate. “What a nice cock,” she thinks. She imagines being on her knees with thing in her mouth.

The guy watches Tracy’s reaction, and he pulls his cock out of the girl’s mouth just as he climaxes—squirting gobs of cum all over the girls face.

Tracy stifles an aroused gasp. The domme smiles to himself. This was not lost on Tracy. Not in the least.

Part 18

The two weeks passed quickly. Bill and Tracy planned their flights so that they could meet at the Austin–Bergstrom airport and ride together to the hotel. They were naked in bed very soon after checking in.

It had been several weeks since they had been together–longer than the usual separation. And they were glad to be back in each other’s arms. Very very glad.

Tracy had decided to wait until the morning to share her secret.

They decided to find something to eat at the festival. The weather was perfect, and the several bands they saw were great. Post-concerts they found themselves at Antoine’s two-stepping until the early hours of the morning.

They collapsed into to the bed as soon as they got back to the room.

Tracy awakened with Bill’s arm around her and something hard sticking her in the lower back. After wake-up sex and over a pot of room service coffee, it was time for their talk.

“Bill, honey, I need to tell you something. Something I’ve been meaning to to tell you for a while, but just didn’t know how. And I need to apologize too.””

This gets Bill’s attention. He sits up in bed.

She takes his hand.

“You remember your birthday weekend, don’t you?”

“Well, yeah. How could I forget? It was wonderful.”

“You remember that I played Mistress to you after I caught you dressed up in those clothes, right?”

Bill is unsure where this is going.

“Yes. I remember that too.”

“And you remember that I had given up being a dominatrix quite a while back?”

“Yes.”

“Well, I kinda sorta fell off the wagon.”

“Fell off the wagon?”

“Yes. I’m doing the domme thing again. Please don’t be mad. And I’m so sorry. That time with you just brought to the surface something that I had tried to bury. And I couldn’t keep it buried. I hope that somehow you can forgive me.”

Bill smiles.

“Is that all?”

“There’s a little more to it, maybe a lot even, but that’s basically it.”

Bill is relieved.

“Thank god it’s only that. There for a minute I thought you were breaking up with me.”

“Breaking up with you? Never! I love you and want to be with you always. But wait, you’re not mad?”

“No. I’m not mad. But you do need to come clean on it all. I need to know everything my ‘bad girl’ girlfriend has been up to.”

“Why aren’t you mad?”

“Early on in our relationship I thought through the ‘what ifs,’ your history and mine. Given how I feel about you, I got comfortable with the possibility that you might relapse. I, of all people, know the strength of the pull that stuff can exert. Just tell me one thing, is there someone else?”

“No. Absolutely not. There’s just such an erotic thrill that goes with it. I’m addicted to the thrill, that’s all.”

“Good. I get it. Now I want to hear everything.”

Part 19

Tracy shared everything—even with respect to the girlfriend, but not about her personal fantasies. She shared how the girlfriend was the one who collared her, put on the nipple clamps and weights and gagged her, as well as the girlfriend’s later betrayal and submission. Bill was most interested in the submission part.

“She’s, like, your slave girl?”

“And a complete slut.”

“Wow. That I gotta see!”

Tracy notices his dick getting hard, but opts not to make an issue of it. He’s been so sweet.

Disaster avoided!

Tracy and Bill shower, dress and head out for the day.

They fly out Sunday to their respective places.

Later in the week, after work, Tracy is at the studio and her domme friend drops by.

“Hope you don’t mind, but I was in the neighborhood.”

This was a total lie. She is suspicious.

“No problem. Just getting ready and cleaning up for something tomorrow.”

“You know, someone like you really should have a maid to do these things.”

“I know. Candi-Floss is a great help with the sessions, but her poor mind is so sex-addled that she isn’t much good at cleaning, and I end up doing most of it myself.”

“So, to what do I owe the pleasure of this visit?”

(Sheepishly.). “Is, er, Candi-Floss here?”

“What? Yes, she’s in the back. Why do you …?”

“You fucking turd!” (Laughing.) “ Go on back. You’re such a guy!.”

“What can I say? I am what I am. I’ll be right back.”

“You want to watch again?”

“Well, maybe one more time. And don’t get it in her hair. She just got it done and is working tonight.”

“I won’t. Promise.”

The scene from earlier is largely repeated. Tracy is transfixed by his cock. Her arousal is less than subtle—her friend can tell.

“This is going perfectly,” he thinks.

On his way out he casually asks how it went with Bill.

“Amazingly well, in fact. He had actually already imagined that it might happen and basically laughed at me. He did show an interest in Candi-Floss, though. I think I might let him watch her do her thing sometime. But no blow jobs from her for him. His cock is only for me”

“God. You’re both sluts!”

“You’re one to talk!”

“I guess. Thank Candi-Floss for me!”

“Get out of here! Bye.”

“I’ll be back!”

“Shoo shoo!”

“Oh, I almost forgot. A while back you expressed an interest in learning Gorean training and Shibari. You still interested?”

“I might be. But there is no way in hell I’m letting you tie me up.”

“No worries there. We can tie the slut up. But would love to teach both to you.”

“I’ll think about it. Now go!”

He smiles as he leaves.

Part 20

A day or so later Tracy is at her “real” office and starts thinking about the domme’s offer. She viewed both the Gorean training and the Shibari as being things that were primarily visited upon female subs, but thought it would be good to branch out and continue to develop her skills. She was certain that at least some of the knowledge would be useful for male or sissy training as well, and she did have several submissive females among her regulars. So she texted the domme. and they agreed to weekly training classes. Candi-Floss might not like it, but that was too bad for her. The domme gave Tracy a couple of how to Shibari instructional books to study, and suggested that Tracy might want to reacquaint herself with the books of Gor as well.

At the appointed day and time, they, Tracy, the domme and Candi-Floss, met at her studio for the first class. Candi-Floss, the ever-obedient subject, was made to strip, and the domme methodically wrapped and knotted her with a perfect “shrimp” tie.

He explains—

“The tying is just part of the fun. Watching them after they are tied is even better. Some of the ties are pretty easy for the bound person at first, but get progressively difficult as time passes. You’ll see.”

While Candi-Floss is uncomfortably wondering how she got herself into this, he starts talking to Tracy about the Gorean part. He explains that the “kajira” positions, for female slaves, are ritualistic, and an aspect of a mental slavery. They will eventually affect the slave psychologically, making her feel both sexually desirable and vulnerable at the same time. There are many named positions, and for many of them the slave is required to submissively assume and maintain the positions upon hand gestures or command. The best way to learn the positions is to actually practice them as they are taught.

“We’ll go over a few of the basic ones tonight. Is that okay?

That’s fine with Tracy. She is wearing her black yoga pants and top—she makes it clear that she will be staying dressed. He’s fine with that.

The domme is wearing workout clothes—shorts and a tee shirt. He picked the shorts intentionally because of how they fit in the front. They emphasize his cock and balls, making them hard not to notice—particularly for a kneeling person whose head is at crotch level. The prominence in his shorts of his cock and balls doesn’t register with Tracy. At least not at first.

He strarts with a frw basic positions—Nadu, Tower Slave, Leisha. and Obeisance—all performed and practiced at his feet. It doesn’t take long for Tracy to become acutely aware of a shifting of power away from her and to him. She tries to mentally resist at first, but while she is holding the Nadu position he moves to adjust her position slightly—as he does this his crotch comes within inches of her face. And he is noticeably aroused. She wonders if she should be able to smell it. “Fuck, fuck, fuck,” she thinks! She cannot move—captured by both her mind and the position. By the time he introduces hand gestures to go with the positions she is fully aroused, aching between her legs, and fully obedient. She wants to stop obeying, but cannot.

He had been half worried that Tracy would see through this part of his little plan, or would be suspicious of it, and would pass on his “training” offer. But he had presented it almost casually and she had innocently accepted and gone along with it. And now, for her, it was too late. He has her.

 

 

Bill and Tracy Part 13 by Chloe Ann Vixen

Part 13

“Billie, dear. You know there is only one place this can go, at least for today. Now put your hands behind your back.”

Bill hesitates, still wanting to hide and trying to figure a way to escape this.

“I mean now—do it! And I’m not going to tell you again.”

He reluctantly complies.

“But Tracy … .”

The wrist cuffs click. She’s got him!

A thrilling wave of arousal rises up within her. What a rush! “God, I’ve missed this!” she thinks.

To say that this makes Bill feel uneasy is an understatement. Tracy decides to play the part. It may help him think twice before dressing up like a girl again. Though, she does admit that he looks, in that outfit, quite the part. Perfect, in fact. His ass looks delectable in those panties.

This will be fun!

“Um, Tracy, we need to talk, this is some kind of misunderstanding!”

Almost instinctively, she takes control—

“No, Billie, I don’t think we do. Everything is quite clear. And I do believe that you’ve forgotten your etiquette. Sissy girls only speak when spoken to. And, when you do speak, I expect to hear a ‘Mistress’ or ‘ma’am’ before and after your sentences. Understood?”

“Yes ma’am. But ….””

“I’m sorry?”

“Ma’am. Yes, ma’am.”

“Much better. Good girl. Now where were we? Oh yes.”

“I must say this is quite a familiar scene for this room. But the tables do seem to be turned, don’t they?”

“Yes ma’am.”

She returns an expectant piercing stare, raising one eyebrow. He corrects himself—

“I mean, ‘Ma’am. Yes, ma’am’.”

Looking, very intensely, into his eyes and touching his cheek—”I will let that go for now. But know that you will soon learn to show proper respect (looking around the room). I dare say we have many ‘training aids’ at our disposal here.”

Bill swallows hard. Dread sets in.

Tracy steps back to survey the scene.

“Let’s see, what’s missing?”

“Of course, cuffs and collar, and the binding chains.”

It takes all of 30 seconds for Bill to be collared, leg cuffed and chained to the floor as she had been just three mornings before. “Mercilessly quick indeed,” she thinks as she smiles to herself.

Bill is now seriously wondering what he has gotten himself into. But how does he really feel about this? His dick betrays him.

Tracy spies his erection and takes hold of it through the panties. She squeezes it less than gently.

“We do need to do something about your nasty little thing here.” But what? Her male chastity toys were still packed away.. She looks around—and picking up a leather lace—“This will do just fine.”

She pulls his panties down, and binds him tightly down below—separating his balls and crisscrossing his penis, and ties it all up with a neat bow. She pulls the panties back up.

“There. That will do!”

“Most sissies don’t mind this at first, but as time passes the constriction does tend to get painfully difficult. But it’s not like you have a choice in the matter.”

She continues about her work.

“I do remember that you were particularly interested in nipples, weights and clamps, weren’t you? Well, isn’t that a coincidence? So am I!”

“Tracy, no, please?”

She starts to slap his face, but her hand stops just short.

“I’m sorry, young lady, you must not have understood—or you have already forgotten your manners. Either way, we don’t speak to our Mistress like that..”

She looks through her gear.

“I do believe that a gag might just help with your memory.” (Picking up a leather tongue-gag harness.)

“Tracy, no ….”

But it’s too late.

This is her favorite gag. One of her ‘special’ toys. The gag part actually inserts into the mouth more deeply than most, and holds the back of the tongue down very effectively. If a sub fights the gag too much it causes the sub to retch. The subs learn not to fight it very quickly. Such a simple yet devious little thing! She is so glad that “friend” of hers didn’t pick this one to use on her!

Bill is not so lucky.

She tightens the straps. Bill tries to move his tongue, but cannot. He feels like his mouth is being violated—he wants out! But his cock throbs.

“Now there, where was I before being so rudely interrupted?”

She picks up a pair of Japanese clover clamps.

“We’ll start with these.”

She lowers his dress, and places one behind each nipple.

“And I think these were the weights. Yes.” She clips one on each side, and pulls the top of the dress back up. She cups his breasts. He winces.

“That’s a good beginning.”

Bill is now more or less just as restrained as Tracy had been on Friday morning. She decides to twist the knife a little.

“Sissy Billie, should I be offended at your effort here? What kind of sissy doesn’t put on makeup when presenting herself to her mistress? Only a disrespectful one, I think. And those hairy legs and your other body hair? I mean, armpit hair, really? And those panties are soiled. I do smell perfume, though, but is it yours? What am I to think?”

“You do understand that this errant behavior will eventually, through proper training, be corrected.”

“Oh shit!” thinks Bill.

Bill, unable to speak, and completely off balance, has no choice but to nod that he understands. He worries that this may be the way it’s going to be from now on.

“I am going to change into something more ‘appropriate,’ so I am going to leave you for a bit.” She picks up the blindfold from the other day, and slides it over his eyes.

“I’ll be back.”

And smiling—

“Oh, and don’t go anywhere!”

She leaves the room.

Part 14

Bill waits for what seems like an eternity while Tracy changes, the nipple weights swaying with every movement. In the bedroom, Tracy is debating what to wear. Her rubber clothes are in storage—but for that she would know the perfect outfit. “Maybe next time, if there is a next time,” she thinks.

She throbs between the legs.

Tracy settles on full domme leather. This is in essence a free pass back to her prior life, so why not go all out? Leather over-bust corset with suspender straps. Black opaque stockings under black thigh-high lace-up high-heeled boots. Black elbow-length kidskin gloves, and her favorite black leather policeman’s cap. And she knows exactly what makeup to wear—complete with blood red lipstick. She pulls her hair back in a severe bun.

She struggles over the choice of a panty. Should she deny him the view of her ass and sex, or go without? Since they’re lovers, going without might be appropriate. But today, she is a dominatrix, and he is a submissive, and a sissy submissive at that, so her sex should be covered. She decides on a black thong. It can always be pulled down, if needed, and she’ll still be able to use her ass to tempt him. A very good choice.

Bill waits in silence and takes stock of the situation. Tracy is a real dominatrix, not a pretend one. She is doing this by her own volition, not just to play out a perverse fantasy he imagined and forced upon her. She will be good at this. Very good. She will be playing her game, not his. And he is bound and helpless.

The quiet is broken by the clicking of heels on the parquet floor of the hallway. Bill shivers at the sound. The clicking turns to quiet as she reaches the carpeted floor of the playroom. She selects her favorite crop, nicely whippy, from among the gear.

“Still here, I see.””

She takes off Bill’s blindfold.

She looks amazing! The epitome of sex—a dark forbidden type of sex. As his member reacts he starts to feel the longer-term effects of the lace by which it is bound. Only mildly painful now, but the frustrated arousal is increasing in intensity.

She circles him, holding the crop rather menacingly, occasionally striking out at an unprotected piece of flesh.

“Shall we begin?”

Tracy is of two minds here. She would very much like to flex her sexual muscle and make Bill know exactly how powerful she is, as she would have with any sub. This isn’t just any sub, though. It’s Bill. Her Bill. So this is new territory.

She thinks back to her prior experiences. Bill is only at the beginning of the enticement. Not fully immersed by any measure. The makeup is missing. And all that body hair? Nice on a guy, but unacceptable for a sissy. And chastity? Not even close to being managed. Those would be the next steps, but they wouldn’t happen today. Then, there’s her personal fantasy. After the male is fully immersed in the enticement, then, in her fantasy, the enslavement, to her and to femininity, and all that goes with it, would follow. He would be helpless to resist.

But this is Bill, and probably a one-time thing. So, for today, maybe just enough to make him respect and, maybe a little, fear, her power. At the same time she could have a little fun. After all, he did practically serve himself up to her on a platter.

Most importantly, it must come across as real.

Tracy takes Bill through his paces. She tries a few things she had thought about but never tried before, but always wanted to, and likes their effects. And she uses every opportunity to verbally shape their interactions—mind fucking him. Ninety percent of the domination is mental—much more effective than the pain and restraint. But, for the most part, she holds back.

Tracy laughed to herself at having caught him like this—a classic scene right out of transgender fiction, except even better. She probably should have expected that the uniform would be irresistible to him, and his putting it on maybe should have been expected. But she doesn’t let on.

Her favorite part of their “session” was toward the end when she decided to let him experience a proper hogtie. His effort in this regard, his method, which had been visited upon her, actually had some merit to it. He had worked that out all by himself. My, he has a perverted little mind! But she was going to do it better. Much better! She placed his arms in a leather monoglove—held on by straps across his shoulders, and bound him at the ankles. The monoglove was loosely tied, at first.

She made him lie on his stomach, which focused all of his weight on his tied up cock and balls—-the discomfort there having gone well beyond subtle. Using a leather strap, she drew his ankles to the ring at the end of the glove. And she blindfolded him.

She then sat and watched.

His cock and balls, on which most of his weight was focused, hurt desperately. He found himself trying to reposition his arms and legs—trying to ease the stiffness and discomfort, finding only minimal relief. And he felt every movement between his legs.

She picks her time.

She tightens the laces on the glove, fully immobilizing his arms. Next, she loops belts just above his elbows and knees, and cinches them tight. Finally, she tightens the belt connecting the glove to his ankles, taking out all of the slack. Bill’s weight is even more focused on his bound genitals.

She sits again.

She knows that the hogtie will soon begin getting quite severe, so she starts with the final act—

“If you could tell me, and I know you would, if you could, what kind of sissy sticks her fingers up her mistress’s ass without permission? I will tell you—a very very naughty sissy. And who penetrated my ass with her fingers the other day, without permission? I will tell you. You did. So what does that make you? A very very naughty sissy. And what happens to very very naughty sissies? They get punished, of course.”

At this.Bill vigorously shakes his head “No,” as if this isn’t punishment enough.

“Mistress is going to be kind to her sissy, this time. Does sissy remember the ‘Golden Rule’? Well, I am going to do unto you what you did unto me! With one small difference, though. When it comes to punishing a submissive by violating their ass, I know exactly what I am doing. And you WILL know that you have been violated!”

Tracy had already decided to let Bill’s ass off easy, but she had to appear to follow through on her threat. So she stretched and penetrated with her fingers, and used only a small dildo to take his girlhood. Her objective was not to inflict pain, but shame and humiliation. And when he started meeting the thrusts of the dildo in his ass, she knew she had him. And she did. And she let him know it.

But his ass looked so delicious, she just couldn’t resist taking it just a little farther. She released his legs from their bindings, brought him to his feet and clipped a leash to his collar, and led the blindfolded Bill into another room. He quickly found himself bound face down over the back of a chair.

“Don’t move, darling!”

She returns to her gear, and selects her strap-on harness and a dildo. The dildo is her very prized dildo. Not just because of its girth and length, on the penetrating end, but because of what’s on her end. The part that’s inside of the holding ring features a short, textured and graduated plug designed to penetrate the wearer’s vagina,, together with a nubbly grope-suit like pad that encircles and envelopes the wearer’s clitoris and labia. Tracy hadn’t used it in years, but if ever there was a time to return it to service this was it. Because if it’s size, Bill might find it a little unpleasant (well, maybe a lot unpleasant), but it would be worth it!

She finds a bottle of lube, then steps into, and adjusts, the harness.

Just wearing it feels amazing.

She returns to Bill.

Bill’s ass had already been somewhat prepared, but he wasn’t ready for the slippery tip of Tracy’s cock at his partially stretched opening when she started to slide it between his cheeks.

“Umph, nggg, umph, nnnnnn … .”.

“Shush, my sweet, this is for me!”

It is painful upon penetration, and she eases it in, bit by bit. Once it is fully in, she gives him a few moments to relax. Then she starts with the movement—in and out—gently at first. Then building a rhythm. Her first orgasm comes shortly after starting, but because of the design of the implement she only goes down a little from the first peak. The stronger, second orgasm, soon follows. Again, she only goes down a little before rising to the peak of an even stronger orgasm. She loses count of how many times this pattern repeats, and eventually, as she feels Bill orgasming and spasming from the stimulation, she climaxes with the most earth-shattering and mind-blowing orgasm she has ever experienced.

Part 15

After Bill has been released, which cost him many worshipping kisses on Tracy’s boots and ass, and they have recovered from their exertions, they take a long hot shower together, followed by a nap in the bed. They tenderly hold each other until it is time for Bill to get ready to go.

Tracy is driving Bill to the airport, and on their way, they talk about when they are going to next get together and what they are going to do, all as if nothing had changed.

Bill had gotten his fill of the sissy thing, at least for now. As soon as he had climaxed, shame and guilt set in and he had been eager to take off the sissy clothes and scrub all evidence of it from his body. And other than a tenderness in his backside all evidence was gone after the shower.

Tracy welcomed the shower as well. She had never been so completely sexually satisfied in her life. But for her, the last orgasm had awakened an old appetite. She felt the first indication of this as she was driving home from the airport replaying the session, thinking how cute Bill looked in that outfit and how helpless and submissive he had been. She had to change into a dry panty before bed.

Their relationship continued, and grew stronger. Different places, some far off, and new shared experiences. But not back to her city and her apartment. They never talked about what had happened over the birthday weekend—neither had felt the need to. Bill had again sworn off the sissy thing. Tracy had sworn off being dominant to Bill. But the dominatrix in her had been awakened, and was stronger and more present than ever.

She had never fully disassociated herself from the scene, and in her city the scene, almost exclusively underground, flourished. She slowly drifted back to it—even did a session or two.

Word of her coming out of retirement quickly spread and soon she was very much in demand—doing a couple of paying sessions a week in a rented play space. She didn’t need the money, and only took it out of a belief that it in some way humiliated, and contributed towards the degradation of, her subjects. But now, it was different than before. She did to and with them what she pleased, and not what they would have asked for. If they didn’t like it, there were others who would.

Her girlfriend welcomed her return, and together they bounced thoughts about their craft off each other. Tracy hadn’t forgotten or forgiven her for the “finishing touches” she had made when the girl was helping her prepare for Bill’s birthday, but had decided to let it go. At least until … .

Through someone else in the scene Tracy found out that her girlfriend had been bragging to others about what she had done to the always dominant Tracy, and that Tracy had bottomed to Bill. Tracy found this to be a betrayal of their friendship, a violation of some unwritten code, and intolerably disrespectful. Something had to be done.

Tracy decided that she would seduce the girl into a very public, at least within the scene, and humiliating, submission. The girl would learn respect. And the girl would become Tracy’s very personal submissive.

Tracy’s first move was to come on to the girl, to get her into bed, with Tracy the aggressor. After they had slept together several times, Tracy offered to do a session with the girl, with Tracy the dominant. The girl accepted. The girl offered to reciprocate, but Tracy firmly refused. And a second session followed, with Tracy clearly taking the upper hand. And so it went.

It didn’t take Tracy long to fully bring her once domme girlfriend to heel. The girl was easy. Tracy knew she could have her that day when they were unpacking toys in the playroom. The look in her eyes said it all.

“Candi-Floss,” as Tracy had nicknamed her, was now the epitome of the character from the old Albion comics. Extremely big breasted, courtesy of enhancement surgery “suggested” by Tracy, she was required to dress at all times in Tracy’s presence, unless Tracy otherwise directed, in a short white full-collared dress and matching panties, with a light blue or pink bow tie, sash and stockings. And always a wide-brimmed hat, with a matching ribbon, and high heels. For fun, and to further repay the girl for her betrayal, Tracy had a tramp stamp that read “Pusscakes” tattooed in script across the small of the girl’s back.

The girl was of course pierced in Tracy’s preferred fashion. Ears, tongue (Tracy’s favorite tongue ball), septum, nipples, and belly button. The girl’s labia and clitoris had also been pierced to support a permanent chastity shield. Only her ass could be penetrated, but Tracy made it more than clear that the girl’s ass could only be used by Tracy or with Tracy’s permission.

But when it came to the girl, that was not what Tracy was most proud of. From Tracy’s careful and methodical training, prolonged sexual denial and a not insignificant amount of hypnosis therapy, the girl had been turned into a ravenous slut. So much so that Tracy had to find her employment at a nearby gentlemen’s club, as an outlet, at which she administered, between dances, countless handjobs and blowjobs to the very appreciative clientele.

And she was always eager to pleasure Tracy.

The girl, when she wasn’t working at the club, now assisted Tracy when Tracy did sessions—the sessions now being held at the girl’s former play space—now Tracy’s “studio.” For the sessions, Tracy made the girl trade her white dress and panties for black, her stockings and shoes were black, and the ribbons and accents were all red. They looked quite the pair.

Bill was unaware of any of this.

 

Bill and Tracy Part 9 by Chloe-Ann Vixen

Part 9

Being rendered helpless, particularly as completely as it had been done (by her own hand, with a little help from her friend), was a completely new experience for Tracy. She had expected her arousal to lessen once her friend left, but that didn’t happen. In fact, she had now been wearing the chastity belt for several hours, and it was doing its work on her–constantly holding and squeezing her genitals. She was very aware of her arousal and sexual frustration building and building. And there was nothing she could do about it.

Making matters worse were the gag and the weights on her nipples.

She had gagged many a submissive, and had even worn one herself for short periods, but never long enough to experience the psychological effects that being gagged can cause. It started as a feeling of alarm, her mouth being held open—jaws forced apart. She desperately wanted it out—but it was locked on and her hands were useless. And her tongue piercing just made matters worse. The alarm and panic soon melded into a helplessness, and finally an uncomfortable capitulation—she gave in to the unpleasantness of being gagged. Bound as she was, she was at its mercy.

And her nipples were on fire—it felt like her weighted piercings were tearing them from her chest. While the reality was that the weights were doing no damage, the pain and anxiety were very real. With every shift of her weight, they swung. Even when she breathed, they moved. There was no choice but to accept the pain, and to avoid moving as much as possible.

It was then that something interesting started to happen. Something that had never happened to her before. Tracy started helplessly drifting into something akin to subspace. And with this, she found her arousal accelerating.

“Please no, I don’t want this!” She thought. But something inside her did. Wanted it very much, in fact.

She cursed herself for having put herself in this predicament. Her arousal deepened.

She thought about her situation, and caught a glimpse at the gear on display around her. Oh hell! Why hadn’t she have been more careful? She throbbed beneath her belt as she realized that she might have to submit to any or all of the instruments she had put out for Bill.

She had unwittingly crafted the perfect trap for herself.

Part 10

When Bill returned to the apartment he called out for Tracy to let her know he was back. There was no answer. “That’s odd,” he thought. She must have stepped out.

He found the envelope on the table in the foyer, addressed to “Birthday Boy,” opened it and read the note. Parts of the note were cryptic, particularly about the keys, but he understood it well enough to know that she was asking him to put on his black robe and boxers and go to the back room. Easy enough.

“She must have something planned.”

He dressed as directed. When he opens the door to the room to find his “second” present, he is both astonished and surprised. It takes only a few short moments for a huge smile to form on his face.

Before him stands a real live fetish model, a sissy fetish model, restrained for his pleasure. He had never imagined such a thing.

“Tracy, is that you?”

She nods, feeling actual shame, and involuntarily projecting submissiveness.

“I’ve seen that dress before and know where it came from. Wow! How did you know? I mean, I never told you.”

She shrugs an “I don’t know.”

“I need to get a better look.”

He moves in closer and starts inspecting his gift.

She was right! He was into feminization. She knew right then that her darling Bill was, or at least had been, a sissy. So the Plan worked. Yea Tracy! But she was still dressed, bound and gagged. The Plan hadn’t fully taken that into consideration.

Bill seemed to be enjoying his treat. He circled behind her, noting her locked-on shoes, the lovely stockings and cuffs. Her panties and garter straps could be seen—the petticoated skirt high in the back. And he spied through the fabric of her panties the metal chains connecting between her legs, and, wait, a pink-jeweled plug buried in her lovely ass. My oh my!

Bill’s silence makes Tracy ever more nervous with worry. Though putting on a good face, she is dying inside and throbbing down below. She is afraid of what he might do to her, intensely aroused by the thought of it, and wondering how she could be feeling this way.

Bill is intrigued by the chastity chains, and reaches out to touch them. The touch of his hand fills Tracy with erotic shivers. His hand follows the chains to the shield.

“Is this what I think it is?” (Looking to her eyes.)

She nods meekly.

His other hand reaches around her waist and strokes down her front, first finding the waist belt and then the shields. He explores the shields with his fingers, finding that her panties are quite moist, drenched, in fact, his fingers now covered by a slippery wetness.

“Can you feel this? Down there?”

She shakes her head “no.” “Unfortunately,” she thinks.

“Interesting. Very interesting.”

He touches and explores it more.

“Still nothing?”

Again “no.”

He looks at his hand and rubs his thumb against the wetness on his fingers—

“Looks like something down there is excited. Very excited.”

Tracy starts to wish it wasn’t true, but then again, … .

“I wonder what other surprises we have?”

He examines the gag.

“I see this is locked on. Keys in the foyer?”

A nod “yes.”

“I like that.”

She shivers again, still not knowing where this is going.

He caresses her ass, finding and touching the jeweled end of the plug. The plug wiggles in response, and the internal movement unexpectedly causes almost an electric sensation back there. She wonders what signal her plugged ass sends to him.

“Very nice.”

She inhales sharply as he cups her breasts.

“What do I feel here?”

He peeks down the front of her dress and sees the piercings and weights.

“That is amazing! So pretty. But I bet those do hurt!” (Moving the weights ever so slightly from side to side.)

Tracy winces perceptibly.

“So this is my present? You, like this, my present?”

She nods, hoping he is pleased.

“Well I love it! Absolutely love it! You really shouldn’t have!”

Tracy couldn’t agree more with the last part!

All this time Bill was processing the scene. She knew he was submissive when it came to these games, and she had obviously figured out what his fetish had been. And here she was offering to submit to him on that basis. He could just unlock the bindings and let her go as he really wanted to fuck her right then and there. But no, that would be refusing his present, and might hurt her feelings. He could never do that.

So, fine, he would dominate her—she obviously wanted him to. And then he could fuck her!

He looks around—

“My god, look at all the toys!”

He had read and experienced enough in this area that he thought that if he kept it simple he could pull this off. But he needed a few minutes to work out how best to do this. But first, he need to establish control.

“Tracy, you are the most amazing and beautiful creature I have had the pleasure to have known. And I know well what you are asking here. And I will honor your request. But understand that this will be real, and not fantasy or pretend, so prepare yourself. I am now going to blindfold you so that you can think about what is going to happen to you in a few short minutes.”

He picks up a blindfold, and gently stretches it across her eyes. He strokes her hair gently for a few minutes, examines the gear on display for a few more, then steps out of the room.

“Fuck, fuck, fuck.” Thinks Tracy. As she thinks this, though, her vagina involuntary clenches and spasms, tightening the metal grip of the chastity.

Part 11

Though lacking experience on that side of the ropes, Bill does a credible job as a dominant. He maintains control throughout, making Tracy squeal at the intended times. He started by spanking her, demonstrating his control and showing her how vulnerable she was. He introduced her to the cane with a few light strokes, used clover clamps and additional small weights on her already stretched nipples—always taking care and watching her reaction at each step. He wanted her to enjoy this, and judging by her arousal and the moans and other sounds she was making, she did.

One of his personal submissive fantasies centered around being hogtied. In his fantasy, he was on his stomach, cuffed at the wrists and ankles, the cuffs joined behind his back, and wearing an uncomfortable gag. Having been secured like that before, he knew that the pressure the position placed on his crotch would cause his arousal to build, while at the same time the discomfort from the restraints and attendant stiffness would make him struggle against his bonds—in actuality making things worse. In the fantasy, it would be at the point at which things started to get very uncomfortable and the frustrated arousal became intense that the dominant would start systematically tightening the restraints—thus amplifying the arousal and discomfort. And then, at just the right time, the dominant would turn their attention to his ass, using their fingers and toys to penetrate, probe and violate. He decided to try this with Tracy.

He did his best, and it worked exactly as he imagined. And he found it quite exciting—almost cumming himself while playing with her ass as she squirmed, fully restricted.

After this, he suspects that she has probably endured enough, and starts to bring her out of her state.

“In a moment I am going to release you and we are going to take some time together. You will, however, stay dressed until I say otherwise. When your chastity belt gets unlocked will depend completely on your behavior. Nod if you understand.”

Tracy nods.

“This is where the real fun begins,” thinks Bill.

He unlocks her from her bondage, leaving her collar and cuffs, their d rings no longer connected, on. He picks her up and cradles her in his arms.

“Are you okay?”

“Yeah, darling, I am. More than okay.”

“I hope I didn’t do too much.”

“You were perfect! But I thought you had never done that before?”

“I hadn’t, but I have been on the receiving end of end a few times and have read a little.”

“Well thank you, ‘Sir’. You were magnifithent!”

“The pleasure was all mine. And I love my present!”

They kiss, sweetly, yet passionately. He notices the tongue piercing for the first time.

“Is that what I think it is on your tongue?”

“Yeth.”

“Wow! You really went all out!”

“Well, it ITH your birthday weekend!”

“About that, you know our little session here isn’t quite over.”

“Yeth Sir. I am yours to do with what you pleathe .”

“That’s a good girl. I know you are, and you are going to have to earn having your chastity unlocked.”

“Any thoughts on what you might need to do to earn it?”

Tracy considers the question and smiles—

“Well, do you know what thith tongue ball is really for!”

Part 12

It took a good bit of sucking and swallowing, but Tracy finally earned her release. Bill was one happy guy, and after she successfully mounted him twice, Tracy was one happy girl. It was late afternoon before they finished. As her first free act, Tracy switched out the tongue ball and reinserted the retainer. She had made dinner reservations at an excellent seafood restaurant for 8:00. They showered, dressed and found themselves enjoying a glass of wine before leaving.

Bill is curious—

“So what gave you the idea, and how did you know?”

“It was a guess. I was pretty sure. But I didn’t want to go back to where either of us once were. So I used my imagination. I’ll admit that I really enjoyed it. I can see now how you might’ve enjoyed that kind of thing too. The chastity belt was dreadful, though! It didn’t hurt, but it drove me absolutely nuts!

“Yeah. The chastity thing is powerful stuff. Strong medicine.”

“And is my boyfriend a budding dominant?”

“Only for you, Babe. Only for you. But the next time, if there is a next time, that belt is going to stay on a lot longer!”

“I can hardly wait!”

The dinner and wine were wonderful.

They made tender love one more time before bed.

The next day, Saturday, was spent with Tracy showing Bill around the city, shopping and eating. They stayed close to each other the entire day. Bill’s actual birthday dinner was at an inn about an hour away in the wine country, at which they stayed the night, returning to her apartment late afternoon Sunday. She cooked a light dinner, and they watched television cuddled on the couch like an old married couple.

Monday, and the end of their weekend, arrived too soon. Bill had several calls, on East coast time, early. And Tracy had to go into the office for the morning—she promised to be home by lunch at the latest, and left a little after 8:00.

After his calls wrapped up, Bill was left alone in the apartment and decided to he would get a start on packing. He walked by the open door to the playroom on his way to the bedroom. Something pink, the sissy dress, caught his eye. He went in to examine it more closely.

Tracy had draped the dress over the back of a chair, and had neatly placed the wig and the other parts of the uniform on the seat of the chair.

Bill held up the dress—it still smelled of her perfume.

He was a little larger than she, but the dress had elastic where it gathered and fitted. He thought maybe he could get it on. He had sworn off wearing women’s clothing, and he was very tempted. But he put the dress down. No, he wouldn’t yield to that.

Then he noticed the bra and panties. He picked them up. The panties were obviously in need of laundering—they smelled strongly of her, but they would definitely fit. And the bra, in which her breasts looked so lovely, had some stretch to it. The bra would be too large in the cups, but he could wear it as well. Tempting.

Finally, his resolve weakened His inner sissy reasoned that it wouldn’t hurt to try the things on. Tracy wouldn’t be there, and only he would know. It would be harmless, so why not?

He went to the bedroom and took off his clothes, and returned naked, with a budding erection, to the playroom. First the panties. So very, very sissy, but so very, very hot (in a femmie kind of way).Then the bra—a little disappointing in that it wasn’t as tight as he liked his bras, but still pervy.

Would he try the suspender belt and stockings?

That question had already been answered. He pulled the belt up to his waist, and threaded the garter straps and clips through the waist and leg openings of the panties. He then rolled the stockings up over his hairy legs and attached the clips.

He looked at himself in the mirror.

“Truly naughty stuff! I love it.”

Now for the dress. He pulled it on, marveling at the fullness of the internal petticoat.

“No wonder I could see her panties from behind!”

The shoes? Too small. But he could try the wig.

He placed the wig on his head and, using the mirror, more or less smoothed it out.

“Not bad!”

He looked around. Was there anything else he could try? He thought no to the collar and cuffs. Just then he noticed something else pink. Folded up on a shelf was a pile of matching pink fabric.

Curious, he picked it up and unfolded it.

“Mincing ribbons? My god!”

He had to put them on!

He affixed them to his wrists and ankles, and minced around in front of the mirror.

“This is so over the top!”

Just then—

“Honey, I’m home!”

Crap! It was Tracy! Her meeting must have ended early.

“Don’t come back here, I’m changing.”

“Don’t be silly.I’m … , i’m … .” (She sees him dressed, trying to cover himself.)

“My, my, my. What DO we have here?”

“Tracy! I can explain. It’s not like that. I was only curious. Let me take it off and we can talk about it.”

A big smile comes across her face.

“No. No. No. You will not take it off, young lady. That is most certainly not going to happen!”

Bill and Tracy continued – by Chloe

Part 5
 
Bill and Tracy were very much in love. True, deep love. Their love and affection permeated every minute of their time together. But then there was the intrusion of work and the time and other demands that came with it. Their time apart made their time together even more precious. 
 
Financially, Bill hadn’t needed to work for  a while. A small inheritance and careful investing had given him enough to live comfortably even without his work income. His houses, primarily rental properties, at the beach and in the mountains were debt free and produced some income, but that income was incidental in comparison to what he made from his other holdings. 
 
Tracy still had a ways to go before retirement would be possible, but not too  far. Her company understood her value and she was generously compensated—including stock options which, depending upon how well the company fared, could be worth enough to get her to retirement.
 
They continued meeting as often as they could—always seeking out new places to discover and explore. 
 
And Tracy continued to build out the Plan. 
 
All of the necessary clothing had been acquired, and a girlfriend  from the scene had been enlisted to help with her hair, makeup and other preparations. Only the piercings remained to be done, and she was going to hold off until closer to the date for those. After some thought, she determined that “letting Bill do with her as he pleased” would involve making  available to him bondage gear to use on her, though she doubted, given that he was submissive, that he would actually use it. So she arranged for her carefully-curated gear collection to be brought out of storage. He might find some of her things to be somewhat shocking in their potential severity, but the mere presence of the gear, even if as only a prop, would add some charge to the scene. 
 
Since she wanted her gear to be present, she decided that the best place to do this would be her apartment. In addition  to her living area and bedrooms, she had a spare room that could  serve as a playroom—which would be perfect. She continued to agonize over the when. 
 
Bill had a birthday coming up and they had talked about turning it into a long, maybe 4-day, weekend. When he offered to fly out to stay with her and explore her city for the weekend,  the last wheel definitively clicked and locked into place. And so it would be. 
 
Part 6
 
Out of dread she put off having her piercings done until the last minute—Saturday morning of the weekend prior—probably not allowing enough time to fully heal. She was okay with this, reasoning that the piercings would only be “temporary” anyway. She decided against having her nose pierced, though she did admire the attendant’s septum ring. Perfect for a submissive, she thought, but not for her that day—she was having enough done. The actual piercing of her nipples wasn’t as bad as she worried it might be, and she didn’t mind the piercings themselves—the medium gauge steel rings and balls were kinda hot. They did make her nipples tender, though. She absolutely hated every minute of wearing the tongue ball. Besides the pain, which would only last a couple of days, she was always aware of it, it constantly annoyed her, and it gave her a slight lisp. But it was something her fantasy sissy had to have, so she had to have it too. She had no meetings and could work from home the first part of the week, so she could endure and get by. It was all for the cause—the Plan. And after all, it was his birthday!
 
When she and her girlfriend unpacked the several boxes that held her gear she was surprised at the impact  it had on her. It had been a while, and she had forgotten much about the feelings and emotions that life evoked. A lot of it came vividly rushing back to her as they unpacked. At one point she started to wonder if she really had done all those things. 
 
There were restraints, both metal and leather, clamps and weights, funnels, dildos, plugs  and harnesses, electrical gear, hoods, gags, whips, canes and other items. All tested and personally chosen by her. She had left the four boxes which held her rubber collection, the really pervy stuff, in storage. She didn’t think it would be needed for the weekend. 
 
She noticed a change in her girlfriend’s demeanor as things were laid out and tended to. She couldn’t put her finger on it. The girl was a little younger than she, and a dominant—a good dominant from all accounts. But the poor thing had no idea until now of the depths to which Tracy had been immersed in the “craft.” Tracy thought she saw the girl’s eyes becoming clouded by arousal, and the girl started behaving more and more respectfully, almost submissively,  toward her. Tracy told herself “no” when she finally realized the temptation that was being offered. 
 
“This is for Bill”, she told herself. 
 
It took a while, but the toys were set out and arranged in a way that they could be seen—-displayed. Bill would be impressed. She made a mental note to make sure the door of the room was locked when Bill got there. 
 
As the weekend approached Tracy worked out the final details and mentally rehearsed how it would go. He was flying in late afternoon Thursday  and flying out on the Monday night red eye. She would give him his first present, a black silk robe and boxer shorts, for him to wear later, over Friday morning coffee, and she would send him out to pick something up for her while she completed a “work assignment.” She figured that it would safely take at least three hours for him to complete the errand. In the meantime, her friend would come over and help her get ready. She would leave an explanatory note, with the keys to her chastity and her restraints, on the table in the foyer. After that, it would be up to him. 
 
Part 7
 
By the middle of the week Tracy was finding it hard to concentrate. She was increasingly aroused,  and had to resort to touching herself to manage. She ached constantly between the legs. And the proximity of her toys was driving her to further distraction. The scent of leather was ever present—even  with the playroom door closed she could smell it. Intoxicating. Would Bill notice? She hoped not, but would have to take that chance. Whatever he did smell he would never suspect. 
 
And that fucking tongue piercing! God, she hated it. No wonder they were hated by subs.  But dommes love them—the tongue ball is the ultimate enhancement to oral sex. And for a sub whose dominant makes them wear it, it is a constant reminder  of their submissive place. She couldn’t wait to take the damn thing out once this was done. She was definitely not cut out to be a sub!
 
She made it to Thursday. Yes! His plane would be in at 5:30, so she would see him by 7:00, and be impaled on his  cock by 7:01.
 
“Just hold it together girl.”
 
She cursed her nervous sweat—she would need a rinse in the shower before he got there. 
 
Tracy realized around midday that she hadn’t  considered one thing about her new piercings— Bill would certainly notice them and she would have to explain. Not ideal. She called her friend in a panic. What to do? Her friend had a solution for the tongue and brought by a clear acrylic tongue retainer that would hold open the piercing hole overnight.
 
She took out the tongue ball, and replaced  it with the tongue retainer. Much better! And no lisp. Her girlfriend  could help her get the ball back in if she had trouble with it. They also decided that she should keep her bra on for the rest of the day and night to conceal the nipple rings. If he asks,  her breasts are just ”a little sore” (her nipples, in fact, were still quite tender). She wished that she had gone to the studio sooner. Knowing Bill, he would be sweet and understanding. 
 
Finally, he gets  there. She cannot wait, and drags him to the bedroom before he has time to even kiss her. She is astride, on top, feverishly kissing him, and fully in control. She has never wanted it this badly in her life! She orgasms quickly, and then several more times before he finally joins her. Relief has never been so needed or sweet!
 
After  lingering kisses, completing their act of intimacy, and after they have cooled down, he smiles—
 
“By that I take it that you missed me?”
 
“You have no idea!.”
 
“I need no convincing!”
 
“Silly  guy! By the way, I hope you don’t mind, but I made dinner reservations at the place around the corner. As long as we make it by 9:00, we’ll be fine. “
 
“Great, I’m starved.”
 
She was more herself during dinner (thankfully,  she thought),  and their conversation and playfulness at dinner  was the same as it always had been. He was exhausted from the trip, so they made it to bed,  early for them, around midnight. She told him that she had some early work commitments which she wanted to take care of before noon, so she would probably be up before him, which he well understood. 
 
She was eventually able to fall asleep, and was up early as promised. She bathed and readied herself. She woke him at 8:00 with coffee and her first present, both of which were appreciated. Then she asked him for a big favor—could he pick a pair of repaired earrings up for her at a jewelry store across town so she could finish her work? She wanted to wear them that night  and he could drive her car. 
 
He was more than happy to. 
 
After a shower and shave he was on the way. 
 
The time had come!
 
Part 8
 
Tracy called her friend,  who said she’d be right over. Tracy hopped once more into the shower to rinse away the nervous sweat and the evidence of the morning’s arousal. She realized that the rinsing was basically futile, given what was going to happen, but she did it anyway. 
 
The note was written—she asked that he put on his first present and then to go to the playroom where he would find his second one. And by all means don’t lose the keys!
 
She started to dress. 
 
The chastity belt first. It was much more secure than she remembered.  First the waistband, then the primary crotch shield. The belt forced itself over her mound, compressing and squeezing her labia out through an elongated slit in the center of the shield. The secondary shield covered the labia—allowing no external contact with the labia or her clitoris. With a “click” it was on. She unsuccessfully tried to touch herself—it allowed no stimulation whatsoever. 
 
“God I would hate wearing this all the time!”
 
She lubricates and inserts  the plug. She had forgotten how those things can be painful going in. But done. She shakes her head—
 
“I could never be a submissive.”
 
Then the bra, panties and suspender belt. . She had ordered the open nipple bra, so her pierced nipples could protrude. And they and their rings very much did. So sexy!
 
But the panty? All lace, ribbons and bows. She could never wear such a thing again. No self-respecting female could. What’s wrong with these sissies? What are they thinking?
 
About then her friend showed up. Tracy didn’t know it, but her friend was still processing the feelings and emotions experienced while helping with the other day’s preparations and unpacking, and arrived highly aroused. Her friend helped  her place back the hated tongue ball. 
 
Tracy  had decided to first put on everything except for the dress, and then to do her hair and makeup. After that, the dress and perfume (she had chosen Chanel 1957,; it was perfect), and she would lastly be secured by a chain from her wrist cuffs to a ring on an iron plate that had been screwed to the subfloor through the carpet. For good measure, her ankles would be hobbled using a short length of chain clipped to her ankle cuffs. She had chosen to hold the mincing ribbons in reserve. 
 
And that was how Bill would find her. At least according to the Plan. 
 
But there was a lot to do before then. 
 
Tracy rolled the pink stockings up her legs, and attached  the garters. She stepped into the shoes—-pink with heels, and attached  and then padlocked the shoe lock straps. Then she clicked the cuffs shut, first on her ankles, then on her wrists. She was ready for hair and makeup. 
 
But first, she checks the car app on her phone to see where Bill and her car are. Still on the way to the jewelry store, so there is time left. 
 
Makeup first. Her girlfriend nets Tracy’s hair, and starts with foundation and base. Then the eyes,  several colors of shadow, blended, liner above and on the water line, eyebrow gel and tint, and mascara. Her eyes are done. 
 
Her girlfriend expertly highlights her face, then uses blush to achieve the desired effect. 
 
Then the lips—liner, lipstick and gloss. 
 
And all is set with spray. 
 
Her friend sets and adjusts Tracy’s wig the brushes and combs it into shape. She lightly sprays it with hairspray. Perfection. 
 
Now the dress, and  a spritz of perfume. 
 
Tracy looks at herself in the mirror. She is the model from the website! She is quite proud of herself. 
 
So now the final cuffing—arms first, behind the back, and then her ankles. With a couple of clicks it is done. She is ready. 
 
Tracy’s friend  had been waiting for just this moment. 
 
She approaches Tracy, and places her hand on Tracy’s cheek. She kisses Tracy, full on the lips, her tongue probing Tracy’s unsuspecting mouth. Tracy is resistant at first, but then weakly accepts and submits. 
 
“I’ve been waiting for this for a long while, and this opportunity may never come again. So forgive me, but you of all people should  know how it is.”
 
“Please no! Bill, the Plan, all I’ve done!”
 
“Bill and your Plan will be fine, but I just can’t leave you without a few personal finishing touches, can I?.”
 
Her friend starts kissing the side of Tracy’s neck. Tracy inhales, and stifles a soft moan.
 
“Oh god. I’ll get you for this! Please don’t?”
 
“Then I guess I’ll have to have my way while I can.””
 
“What do you mean? “
 
“You’ll see. And you are in no position to object.”
 
“First, you forgot to collar yourself. That just won’t do.”
 
Tracy had intentionally left the collar off. It was such a symbol of submission that she just couldn’t bring herself to put it on. 
 
“No, really, I changed my mind about that, I really don’t need to wear it. But thank you anyway.”
 
(Picking up and opening the collar.)
 
“Darling, you know how these things work, so don’t even start.”
 
She places the collar around Tracy’s neck , the mounted ring pointing forward. 
 
“”Click!”
 
“Shit. You bitch!”
 
“Now, now, we’ll have none of that.”
 
She steps over to where the gags are displayed. 
 
“I think this one will do just fine!”
 
“No. I don’t want to be gagged. Not now. Please … mrmph, mph!”
 
A silicon and leather ball gag is inserted into Tracy’s mouth and then fastened behind her head. And a lock clicks. 
 
Tracy pleads with her eyes for her to stop. Her friend merely shakes her head, her eyes telling Tracy that that’s not going to happen. 
 
Her friend takes a few minutes to enjoy her prey, caressing Tracy’s chest, ass and crotch—all the time kissing the front and sides of her neck predatorily. Tracy starts melting from below. 
 
“Now let’s  see . What else … ,  oh yes, those wonderful nipples and those wonderful rings.”
 
Tracy shakes her head no, as her friend picks up a couple of one ounce weights. 
 
“Sorry dear, but this won’t hurt … too much.”
 
The girl lowers the top of Tracy’s dress  off her shoulder just enough to clip the weights to the rings, and pulls the dress back up. There is enough room in the bodice of the dress for the weights to swing freely. The pain is exquisite. 
 
Tracy pleads with her eyes for the girl to stop.
 
“That will do for now.”
 
Tracy relaxes ever so slightly. 
 
“Ah, one last thing.”
 
The girl picks up a wand vibrator, turns it on, and presses it to Tracy’s chastitied crotch. Even though the vibrations are muted by the metal, they take Tracy’s arousal higher and higher—but only so high. This goes on for a while.  Tracy feels the frustration starting to build. 
 
“I know you can feel this, and I also know that an orgasm for you from this just isn’t possible. But I do want you to be ready for what’s about to happen.”
 
“Bye for now!”
 
With that, she turns off and puts back the vibrator, smiles a wicked smile, kisses Tracy on the forehead, and walks out, leaving the keys to the chastity and the restraints on the table in the foyer. She doesn’t tell Tracy, but she will watch to make sure Bill gets there before she returns home. 
 
And then, for Tracy,  the reality of what she has just done sets in. 
 
In her zeal to execute the Plan she had lost her sense  of what she was actually doing. And here she was, vulnerable, and completely exposed. Not only that, but by her own doing she was being presented  to Bill, almost sacrificially as on an alter, helpless, irresistible, and surrounded by implements of discipline and torture. All of which were being offered to him. 
 
Surely he wouldn’t. 
 
Surely he wouldn’t  … . 
 
And her nipples hurt more and more with every swing of the weights. 

Bill and Tracy by Chloe-Anne Vixen

Part 1

Bill and Tracy met for the first time in Atlanta—at a hotel bar in Buckhead.

He had just finished two days of meetings and needed a hassle-free place to grab something to eat and a drink. Due to the late hour, the hotel bar was the best bet.

She was sitting at the bar working through the emails of the day on her laptop, and nursing a glass of wine. But for a couple of other patrons, the bar was empty.

He sat down two stools from her. The bartender took his drink order. Bill looked at the menu, and was having trouble deciding among the offerings—nothing jumped out at him. He couldn’t help thinking how much of a pain these out-of-town meetings were—even figuring out what to order to eat at a hotel restaurant bar was a hassle.

Tracy noticed his struggle—

“Excuse me. But if you are looking for something really good, you may want to think about the seared Mahi. It’s amazing!”

“Seared Mahi? I wouldn’t have thought about that. But now that you mention it, it does sound good. Thank you!”

“My name is Bill, by the way.”

“I’m Tracy. Pleased to meet you, Bill.”

Bill hadn’t noticed how attractive, rather beautiful, Tracy was. He immediately took note. At the same time, she was appraising him. The physical attraction was immediate and palpable.

Conversation was easy. Both were very bright, and accomplished in their professions. She was a systems engineer by training, but had quickly risen to a high management position within the multinational company she worked for. He was a highly successful transactional lawyer for a well-regarded boutique law firm—having made partner at a very early age.

They talked into the night—politely learning about each other. She was attending a conference at the hotel, and he shared a few details about what he was doing. There definitely was a glimmer of something there.

Bill had just come out of a bad marriage and a difficult divorce. He had yet to even think about beginning to date—both because of the marital unpleasantness from which he had just escaped and the demands of his job.

It had been a long day for Tracy—having started the day on a red eye from the West Coast. She too was consumed by work, though this trip was not work-related. She was there to catch up with some good friends who were also attending the conference. It had been quite a while since she had actually “dated”—finding a physically attractive and interesting person, given her standards, to spend time with had proven to be just too difficult.

They each considered taking it further—to one of their rooms, but separately reasoned that it would be inadvisable to follow that impulse. Things like that never went anywhere, and they both had early morning obligations—his to get the airport and then to work, and hers to get to the early conference session. While unspoken, they both understood that their night would end when they were done at the bar.

Still, they enjoyed each other’s time. Being a gentleman, he did walk her to her room. And she treated him to a wonderfully affectionate kiss goodnight.

He was up and packed early. As he checked out of the hotel he noticed on a screen in the lobby a meeting schedule for a conference—The Southeastern Leather Collective. From prior experience (and knowledge he had gained via the Internet) he knew of that group—and knew that it existed to educate and support those interested in dominance and submission—sexual power exchange. He thought to himself that there must be another conference being held there—she didn’t seem that type. Out of curiosity, though, he asked the clerk at the desk if there was some other event being held at the hotel. The answer caused him to pause—

“No sir. We are hosting only the one conference.”

He could barely speak. Once he regained his composure, he smiled and chuckled to himself.

“If she only knew!”

Part 2

The second time they met was several months after—again at a hotel restaurant. This time, at breakfast at the Hotel Nomad in New York.

She had just had her coffee served. He was being escorted to his table when he saw her—

“Tracy, is that you?”

“Bill? This is just too weird! I cannot believe it is you. Can you join me?”

“I would be delighted.”

And so they talked. Almost like old friends who had been long separated and could immediately continue their relationship after the separation. They both felt this, and independently recognized it as an omen of sorts, karmic, and that something more would come.

Bill was feeling bold—

“Don’t suppose you’re free for dinner tonight?”

Something swelled within her—

“I am completely free—what are you thinking? “

“Well, do you like sushi?”

“Absolutely.”

“I know just the place. Are you staying here?”

“I am. You?”

“I am too. That will make it easier—getting to dinner, I mean.”

(Smiling. Knowingly.) “Of course. Time?”

“7:30?”

“Perfect. Meet you down here?”

“Again perfect.”

“Well, then, see you at 7:30.”

Bill used a connection to get 8:00 reservations at Shion 69 Leonard Street, one of his favorite spots. It had been many years since he had been this excited.

The prospect of their date had awakened something which had long lain dormant within Tracy—evidenced by an anticipatory arousal which interfered with her concentration for most of the day. She chided herself for this, and forced herself to try, with limited success, to ignore the dampness and swelling being visited upon her below. By the middle of the afternoon, she was almost desperate from arousal.

She was relieved when her meetings ended early, giving her time to shop. At the least, she needed to buy a panty or two as she had only packed for a few days, and the one she was wearing would be unwearable by dinner. So on to Madison Avenue.

She first stopped at Agent Provocateur—which had been one of her favorite spots back before she had become so overwhelmed by work. She bought a few items, just for fun, and found the perfect thing—a strappy three-piece black Whitney bra, panty and suspender ensemble, for the night. She bought sheer black nylons to go with the suspender belt, so she needed to find the perfect shoes, and then the right dress. Time was getting short. Luckily for Tracy, she found the ideal little black dress and Louboutin heels, lined in red leather, at a nearby shop.

He made it to the lobby first. When she came down in the elevator she near took his breath away. His reaction made her throb below. So much for the dry underwear.

Dinner was fantastic. Lots of saki, and a very nice Japanese scotch after. Neither one of them wanted to rush, but both felt what was coming.

While waiting for a cab on the street they kissed a long passionate kiss. The foreplay was almost over.

Her room. Anticipation and urgency were in control. He about lost it on the spot when he discovered what she was wearing for underwear. She came, for the first time, upon penetration, and for the second time when he orgasmed not too long after. Their needs and passion were unrelenting—continuing through the not so early hours of the night. They finally rested. Exhausted and, at least for a short time, still coupled together, until the dawn.

Part 3

Morning brought more need, but this time their lovemaking was measured, tender, and more lovingly passionate. Afterward, both were sexually spent, fully satisfied, and felt a tremendous closeness. They just held each other for the longest while. Neither had work commitments until later in the day, so they called for a large room service breakfast and just talked, mostly about small things, and took pleasure in each other’s company.

He was curious about one thing—the conference. But how to ask her about it?

Their conversation paused for a little, so he thought he would give it a try.

“I’ve been meaning to ask. That conference in Atlanta, I know a little about that group. How did you come to be there?”

A look of concern flashed across her face, and he saw her trying to think of how to answer. Finally, she took a deep breath—

He is hoping the spell hasn’t been too completely broken.

“I was going to have to share this with you at some point, and wasn’t quite ready, particularly after last night—which was absolutely amazing! (She takes his hand and squeezes it.) So here goes.”

“I was, several years ago, well, a professional dominatrix. I am retired from that now, and will never go back, but that is how I paid for college and graduate school. I still have friends in the scene, and several were at the conference, so that’s why I was there. I am also well-regarded, reputationally, in those circles, so I sometimes sit in on seminar panels. I was very, very good at it. If I went back to it I could probably make as much or more than I’m making now. But I had to get out. And I never ever had sex with any of my clients—male or female. While I did take pleasure in certain aspects of it, it was all business.”

“I hope this doesn’t ruin things for us.”

Bill takes a few seconds to take in what Tracy just said, and thinks about whether and how her revelation might have changed things. He responds carefully, not wanting to put her off—

“I don’t think that changes anything. It’s actually kind of exciting in a naughty, taboo kind of way. If you don’t mind me asking, why did you retire?”

“A lot of reasons. One, I kind of started liking it a little too much, and found the sessions frustrating. Not because I wanted sex, but because it was really the subs who had control. You would do to them what they asked, not what you wanted—I started feeling that I was the submissive. I would research and study, learning things that could have taken those interactions to the highest and most extreme level, but couldn’t put them into practice. So when I started excelling at work, I gave it up. I quit. Cold turkey.”

“You are the first one I’ve been with since.” I hope that’s okay?”

“Yes that’s okay.” (Kissing her tenderly.)

Tracy sighs, relieved.

“But wait, how did you know about the Collective?”

This takes Bill off balance, and he blushes noticeably.

“Well, I did have an interest in those kinds of things. The interest actually took a great toll on my marriage—it may have even caused the breakup. My fault really. We tried counseling, but it didn’t work. She admitted after the divorce that she had been jealous. That she thought I lusted for that more than I lusted for her, and she couldn’t handle it. This wasn’t true, but she felt it anyway. The breakup was very difficult, and I learned that those kinds of things have little to no place in a relationship.”

“So I too have quit. Never to go back.”

“Out of curiosity, were you the dominant?”

(He blushes again.)

“No. I was the submissive.”

(He looks down.)

“Hope that’s okay.”

“Of course it is. It’s kinda like we’re a pair of recovering alcoholics or adicts or something.” (Laughing and smiling.) It’s more than okay.”

As she say this she reasons that he was probably into the feminization aspect of the scene—his features even had almost a delicate quality to them. But she doesn’t ask. Those tendencies never do fully go away. She feels a twinge between her legs. He continues—

“Well I’m glad we got that out of the way. Last night was evidence that neither one of us needs that kind of thing.”

“Agreed! Completely.”

“Now where were we?”

Part 4

It was quite the whirlwind romance. They were able to see each other frequently, this in spite of the demands of their jobs and living on opposite sides of the country. Paris for a few days, Sonoma and Napa for a few more. New Orleans, Miami, Rome, London, and of course New York, among others, for a weekend.

Their passion for each other deepened and intensified with each visit. Neither wanted things to change. But sometimes, changes result from inadvertent or unintentional actions.

They hadn’t spoken about their respective pasts since that morning in New York. But if they were being completely honest, he would have admitted that having sex with a real life dominatrix, even a retired one, was exciting in and of itself, and she would have admitted that being intimate with someone who was vulnerable and susceptible to the dark arts she had once mastered was equally thrilling. In fact, they each fantasized from time to time about what it would be like if they relapsed together and went back. By the same token, they both feared what might happen to their relationship if they did. All this was unspoken.

That he had been into the feminization aspect of the scene was still merely a suspicion on her part, though she was quite confident in her ability to make those kinds of judgments. But something inside here told her that she had to find out for certain. But how?

She came up with a plan. So what harm would it do if she “sissified” herself and offered her sissified self to him to do with what he pleased? She could buy an outfit from one of those sites that cater to sissies for her to wear, and test his reaction. At worst, he might think it silly, but it would still be sexy. And at best it would confirm her suspicions. And either way it would be fun.

Tracy’s ability to plan and her obsessive thoroughness and attention to detail had been the key characteristics that made her an incredibly talented systems engineer and had enabled her rise up the corporate ladder. These were the same qualities that made her a superior dominatrix—almost fetishistically pursuing the fetish. So if she was going to present herself as a “sissy”, the presentation would have to be perfect in all respects. She well knew about sissies and all the little whistles by which they could be manipulated—playing with them was probably the most erotic thing she had done in that prior life, and her favorite part of that life. So what she had in mind for Bill would be planned and designed to perfection.

She knew from experience that the whole sissy fetish was full of contrary and intersecting ideas and fantasies. It was the existence and management of the conflicts that made it exciting on both ends. For the male, femininity becomes erotic, thrilling and humiliating at the same time. The imagined construct is pure fantasy, yet highly addictive. But once the male ejaculates, the fantasy is over, at least until the next time he gives in to the temptation, and a period of guilt and denial typically follows.

Her interest was deeper. To her, helping the male to indulge in the fantasy was only the first step, the enticement, in a process which she thought, if done correctly, would lead to the male being wholly and completely enslaved by the femininity.

Due to the nature of the male’s fetish and fantasy, this end result wouldn’t be foreseeable, and he could easily be led helplessly down the path.

That was one of her frustrations in her prior life—only being able to help consummate the subs’ fantasy, and unable to realize hers. The end of her imagined path was complete emasculation and enslavement, both in fact and in femininity, something no horny male would expect.

But the purpose of this was not to explore her fantasy, but to figure out his. And as her plan entailed neither domination on her part or submission on his she reasoned that it would be safe for both of them.

So, what to wear? After some time on the computer she settled on a Pretty Ribbons Uniform, in pretty pink, from an online store, complete with matching pinafore, panty, petticoat, bra, suspender belt, stockings and shoes. Just looking at the outfit on the site made her throb down below. And she couldn’t resist the matching mincing ribbons.

She was off to a good start.

Now is where her perversions and imagination took hold. She thought about how she would create the perfect fantasy sissy. His perfect fantasy sissy. She thought about how she would have to prepare herself. The sissy would need to not have body hair—so she would have to attend to her arms, her mons and the other places where she might have even fine body hair. That would be easy.

The sissy would need to be pierced. Multiple in the ears—already covered. Nipples? God she would hate that—but necessary. The same with the tongue—but it would only be temporary and she could take it out. On the fence about the nose, and her belly button had already been done. Which left her nether parts—about which she was also undecided. Usually those piercings were for practical purposes—to support chastity and inhibit masturbation. She would have to think about that.

And then there was chastity management itself. Her sissy would have to be controlled. Self-stimulation made impossible But what about her? Her session preference in the prior life would have been a ball trap device, but she didn’t have balls to trap. And besides, while those devices were effective for sessions, they were nowhere near inescapable. She realized that she hadn’t before thought through what type of chastity her sissy would wear. Maybe something to ponder for the future?

Back to the question at hand, what kind of chastity would she wear? If it was her own female submissive, the answer, a pierced-on permanent shield, was easy. But she wasn’t going to do that to herself. It ultimately came down to two options, both of which would involve a belt Option one would be a male belt with a penis tube. Even if she didn’t have a penis it would still create the illusion of a sissy front. The other option would be a true female belt. She had worn a female belt before, and while it didn’t completely prevent her from achieving orgasm, it did a reasonable job and was incredibly frustrating to wear.

She chose the second option, both because no dominant would allow their sissy to orgasm freely and because she had, stored away with her toys, a vintage Tollyboy female belt, custom fitted for her to wear, that was as effective as they get. It would also allow access to her ass courtesy of the attaching chains. And she would need a jeweled plug for her ass.

Method of chastity decided, she began to work though the last details. This would be the hardest part—where the “devil” dwells.

Makeup and hair? She could have hers done to look like the model on the web site. Surely Bill had been on that site, so that had potential. She would need a wig. And she was sure one of her girlfriends would be more than happy to help her with her hair and makeup.

Perfume? Something feminine and submissive smelling. Maybe something from Chanel? She would shop for that at a department store.

Collar and restraints? Shoe locks, of course. And for the collar and cuffs, 30 mm polished steel with d-rings and click locks. She loved those locks—a sub could be completely restrained in a manner of seconds. Terrifyingly quick, as she thought about it. Merciless and inescapable.

But then when? And how would she offer herself to him?

Club zero 9 revisited: Angel by Deborah Ford

Club zero 9 revisited: Angel by Deborah Ford

For those who haven’t read the Deborah Ford Club Zero 9 books, you need to know that a place exists where Bulls and their hotwives send their cucks for deep, immersive training to become sissy maids. A variety of dominant women teach the cucks their place while the psychiatrist, Dr Richter, helps the reluctant but gullible cucks over their fears and to face up to their futures

This is a short excerpt of events at the training areas of the club that weren’t part of the novels.

 

 

Angel

“Come in,” Dr Richter calls out as she sends a report of her previous patient sissy’s progress to her new Master and Mistress.
She glances up in time to see one of the men who help oversee the sissy cuck’s education pull Angel, a newish sissy pupil, by his pink leash into her study.
The psychiatrist can see immediately that the sissy is flustered, and flushed faced. They are so delightful after just a few days training when they have, to some extent learnt their place but still believe they can escape the system. Such adorable dumb blondes – they are usually blonde as stipulated by their owners.
This sissy’s blonde hair is styled with pretty, tight curls, which, despite the light make up, makes him look childishly cute.
She rises to accept the leash from the grinning hunky guy in his dark overalls.
“She any trouble?” Dr Richter asks the unshaven, masculine male.
With a grunt of a laugh he says, “Sissy cucks a problem? Not in this lifetime.” He looks down at the sissy in her schoolgirl attire of white blouse, short bib, pleated dress, white socks and three inch heels. The impregnable, hi-tech steel collar is tight around her neck, with the screen reading, ‘ANGEL’
Angel stamps her foot and quietly fumes, knowing she is not permitted to speak.
“You can release her cuffs,” Dr Richter says.
Grabbing the sissy’s shoulders, the dominant male physically turns the little sissy about on her heels to unlock the handcuffs.
As Dr Richter leads the sissy by her leash to the leather padded couch, she calls back, “And pick her up in an hour please.”
Another grunt of laughter and the man is gone, leaving Dr Richter alone with her current prey who visibly relaxes now there are no men in the room
“Oh, Dr Richter, I am so glad to see you again! You won’t believe what has been happening to me.” Angel rolls her eyes at all her misfortunes. “Everyone has the wrong idea and …”
A smiling Dr Richter raises her eyebrows and the sissy stops yammering.
“When should a sissy maid speak?” She asks, as if amused by the scamp.
“I’m so sorry, Dr Richter.” He moves into his childish reciting mode, “A sissy maid only speaks when spoken to, when given permission or after raising a hand and being given approval.”
Dr Richter rests her palm against the hot cheek of the sissy, “So why don’t you relax on my sofa and tell me all about it.”
The psychiatrist releases the leash, and the collar screen briefly flashes: ‘LEASH REMOVED’, before returning to the name, ‘Angel’.
Sitting in the manner commanded of sissies by Club Zero Nine, Angel presses her skirt up against the backs of her legs, sits elegantly on the coach and then keeping her thighs together, swings her legs up and lies down.
“It has been so, so awful, Dr Richter. Really horrible!”
“Aw, Angel. You do sound as if you have been in the wars.” The psychiatrist settles in her deep seat, picking up her tablet. It is already open at Angel’s page. “Oh, Angel, congratulations. I see you have passed the walking and sitting tests, so you have won the privilege of wearing tights like a big girl.”
Smiling as modestly as he can, Angel says, “I couldn’t have done it without your help, Dr Richter.”
Dr Richter leans forward and rubs the nylon around over the sissy’s thighs. She loves the erotic tingle. It is like electric. “The first time I laid eyes on you, I said you were a natural, dumb, sissy cuck, didn’t I?”
Though he winces at being called a dumb, sissy cuck, Angel is too thrilled at having his thighs rubbed to complain. He closes his eyes, his breathing growing more shallow as the fingers of Dr Richter push under his skirt, and tickle the inside of his thighs.
He tries to speak, “Dr Richter, I am not really dumb. It’s just that our training means that …”
“Oh silly, Angel. Both your Master and your Mistress said you were dumb when they signed you in.”
Angel’s eyes flash open. “That’s another thing. I hate having to address him as Master. He is an uncouth Bully. My wife, erm, Mistress, is besotted by him. She doesn’t know what a Bully he is …”
Dr Richter says quietly, “And what is that around your neck, Angel?”
His heart sinks, but he knows he must reply.
“It’s his collar, Dr Richter.”
She stops dragging her nails over his nylon clad thighs. “Whose collar, Angel?”
He closes his eyes, taking in a deep angry breath. “Master’s! It is Master’s collar, Dr Richter.”
“And whose neck is your Master’s collar around, Angel?”
He pouts, looking away in fury. “It’s Master’s collar locked around the neck of his sissy cuck.”
“And isn’t it so divine, Angel? Light pink painted steel. Lovely little lock at the front. And look how narrow and pretty it is. These modern batteries are so small the collars can be truly sissy size.”
“But Dr Richter, it means that,” he sighs before he can say the word, “Master, knows where I am. I mean like always! And can administer electric shocks. And he can change the lettering on the front screen. Whenever he wants. And …”
Pressing her finger against his pouting pink lips, she says, “Oh do hush Angel. You are making yourself so cross. We don’t want a tantrum, do we, Angel?”
His eyes flash in fear as he gasps. He was caned twice that morning for being naughty, according to the teachers. Oh, how he hates the cane.
He knows Dr Richter has a long thin cane she keeps in her tall cupboard if her patients act up in any way and she ensures they all feel it on their first two visits. They don’t forget it.
“Are we going to behave like a good girl, Angel?”
“Yes, Dr Richter, sorry Dr Richter.”
The psychiatrist’s pussy melts at the sight of her dumb arsed sissies showing their fear.
“I mean,” she says with a tight grin, “You wouldn’t want your Master to know you’ve been playing up in your sessions with me. Now would you?”
“No! Please Dr Richter. Please don’t tell Master. Please, please!”
Oh God, his eyes are flashing like traffic lights.
“Oh? Are you asking me to lie to your owner, Angel? I do hope not.”
Sissies at Club Zero Nine, learn in a short space of time that when they are in a hole, to stop digging. He says nothing but shakes his head so that the curls flick back and for over his cheeks.
She desperately needs to mount him, resting her sopping pussy over his mouth and commanding him to start licking.
She needs to get a grip. That’s the trouble with dumb cuck sissies, they are such a turn on that they can be dangerously distracting.
“Now Angel, your Master pays extra for our little chats. Isn’t that good of him?”
He nibbles his lips, he doesn’t want to give the bully who is wrecking his life any credit, but knows the required answer, so whispers, “Yes, Dr Richter, I guess so.” He smiles up at her, with an expression of affection, like a puppy with its owner. “I do love our chats, Dr Richter. It’s so good that someone is on my side and that I can talk to you about anything.”
“Oh, silly cuck. We are all on your side here. All we want is for you to graduate as a complete sissy maid for the pleasure of your Master and Mistress. And all we ask of you is that you attend to your lessons and pay attention.”
He wrinkles his face. “I know Mistress, but sometimes it is so hard. I only agreed to come here for a few days as a laugh. Now I am booked in for the entire week. And Master and Mistress have signed me up for the second week already!”
To avoid laughing out loud, Dr Richter affects a cough. How dumb are sissies? They are such a delight
“Well,” she says softly, “I’m afraid you have been signed up. So best get on with it, eh?”
“But Dr Richter, on the next course we have to wear a spiked chastity cage. Teacher says it will help us know what happens when maids are naughty. And, and ….” He closes his eyes, “this afternoon we have to learn how to suck a dildo and a vibrator!”
“Well, looking at how you got an A plus for pussy licking, I am sure you will make your Master and Mistress very proud of your efforts on cock sucking. Your teachers will guide you very thoroughly.”
He shakes his head, “Dr Richter, no! I am not gay. I’ll hate it and …”
She taps her finger against his lips to shut him up.
“You are a maid, silly. As such you have to please everyone.” She chuckles affectionately, “You don’t think that airhead maids like you get to choose who you please and serve, do you? That wouldn’t work at all. Silly girl.”
“Well, no, Dr Richter, but I’m not a real sissy maid like those sluts back in the classroom. Master brought me and Mistress here for a bit of a buzz. He told us to come see it all.” Angel’s eyes grow glassy and unfocussed. “Of course, as soon as I got here, I wanted to try that special electronic chastity cage. It looked fun and this collar, which is so horrible and cruel really, but looks so hot. Oh my, and the maid’s dresses and these school girl uniforms and …”
His voice falters, and he suddenly looks miserable as if understanding how he has been trapped so easily.
Dr Richter presses her nails back under his skirt until she reached the metal of the chastity cage, whose hard, unforgiving surface she strokes firmly.
“Aw, you must feel so dumb, maid. There you were trying stuff your Master recommended and all of a sudden you are signed up for the first week. Just like that. Such a whirl wind for a stupid sissy.”
That word stupid again! Angel frowns and clenches his fists. “It wasn’t stupid, Dr Richter. I didn’t know what I was signing and I …” glumly, he sighs. “Oh dear, that does sound a bit dumb, I guess. I mean maybe I should have read it.”
He sees Dr Richter smiling at him with the sort of smile teachers reserve for young children when they admit to a mistake. “Yes, or perhaps asked your Master for advice. Tomorrow you will get lessons on how to ask adults for guidance. A sissy like you will find that a great help in navigating this complicated world.”
Pressing her fingers along his nicely smooth balls, Dr Richter waits for his eyes to close in sexual need before saying, “So you are so pleased you have your Master and Mistress to make big important decisions for you, yes?”
He nods and groans a ‘yes’, pressing down his hips to increase the erotic pressure of her touch on his crotch.
“Oh, yes, yes, Dr Richter.”
She leans in so close to the fairy that she can smell his flowery perfume, the same scent all maids have while they are studying here.
“I bet you are really grateful to your Master and Mistress for making the right decisions for you.”
His eyes can barely open, he knows he has to resist. “Well, I, I …”
She cooes, “And another couple of A stars in your class work and you earn your stockings. How about that?”
He arches his back and groans.
“Oh, my, Dr Richter, I would like that.”
She grins, it’s like guiding a mouse into a snare. Bang and he’ll be caught forever.
“And just think, Angel, if you get five As for class and homework, your Master will be asked if you can have the level one maid’s uniform. How about that?”
Her fingers are now pressing hard on his cage, and she can feel him squirting uselessly inside his cage. Her panties are now soaked with pleasure.
“You’d love your Master to sign you up for the third week as well, wouldn’t you?”
He is trying to say ‘no’, but his brain is floating high up into a pink sky with pink comforting clouds and a warm pink sun.
She turns on the recorder on her tablet as Angel squirms so that his skirt pulls up showing her panties through her tights.
“Erm, nooooo,” Has he said no? he tries again, but it is hard to speak. What was he saying ‘no’ to? His brain is too fuzzy to work.
“Yes, sissy, and think about that third all important week. That beautiful, full black uniform with the frills. Go on, you’d love your Master to put you down for that, wouldn’t you?”
He is shaking his head, feeling his curls gently scratching at his hot cheeks.
Her lips are next to his ear now. “Now just think, sissy. A completely qualified, fully attired maid standing in your own front room, before your superior Master and Mistress. A happy girl.”
He splutters out, “Yes, oh yes. Yes please.”
“So how would you ask your Master to sign you up for the third week? What would you say?”
“Ooooh.” He can already feel the wonderful black maid’s dress around him, the beautiful apron, the wonderful heels. The outfit he has seen on the level three and level four sissies is so adorable and hot. “Oh God. Yes, yes. Please Master, book me in for the third week. Please.”
Dr Richter is close to cumming. Is there anything more exciting in the world than watching a dumb cuck sissy sign away her life, “Come on Angel,” she says sucking in air to breathe. “You can ask nicer than that. Go for it.”
Somehow deep in his addled mind, Angel is saying to himself: go on, that would be so hot to say those words. After all that horrible bully can’t hear you. Your Mistress cannot hear you. Who would know?
His dick is filling its relentless cage, pumping continuously, so that his panties and tights around his crotch are sopping wet, yet he can never quite cum.
“Oh, Master, please, pretty please, oh please sign me up for week three and week four, and all the weeks. Please. Please. I’d be so grateful. Really. Please.”
Suddenly his dick is no longer being played with. The world is returning to its orbit. His eyes flash open. He is back in the friendly psychiatrist’s office on the third floor of Club Zero 9. Just above the classrooms.
Dr Richter is busy holding her tablet up close to her pc and tapping out something on the keyboard. She sees the recorded file of Angel and marks it as ‘Angel’s request to her Master’.
She mutters to herself, “Now, where is your owner’s email address? Where … ah …”
“Dr Richter,” Angel starts, fear and dread filling his face, “what are you doing?”
Dr Richter turns on him, the way a tiger might turn on its quarry in the jungle. “Quiet, Angel. Else I’ll get one of the men to cane you on your way back to class.”
Oh! Like all sissies, he hates the cane. A bottom spanking or even a paddling can be quite erotic, but the cane is dreadful. A real punishment.
“Sorry, Dr Richter, it is just that …”
She just glares at him, with a tightening face to make Angel lie back and feel stormy dread filling his tummy.
Dr Richter grins as she presses a button on the keyboard and says, “And send!”
He feels breathless and lightheaded from the remains of his arousal. “Oh no!”
A mischievous grin twitches on the psychiatrist’s lips as she adopts a sympathetic manner, “Oh Angel? Did you not want me to send your lovely request to your owner?”
There are tears in his eyes. “No, Dr Richter. I didn’t mean it. I need to get home to my wonderful wife and look after her.”
“Really?” her eyes gleam with malice, “Hasn’t anyone told you that we have placed a fourth week maid at your Mistress and her lover’s disposal? I can assure you, your Mistress is being well looked after.”
She takes in the dumb cuck’s astonishment before gently continuing.
“It is just so your Mistress can learn how to control one of you dumb sissy maids. It’ll make it easier for you when your Master feels you have passed all the courses, and he can allow you home to serve them both.”
“But, but,” a tearful Angel is spluttering, searching for the right words.
She strokes back the blonde curls of the delightfully helpless cuck. “You mustn’t upset yourself. Poor thing. It is best that your Master makes the decisions for you and your Mistress now.” She kisses his forehead, “You’ll see.”
“Dr Richter, please tell me how I stop all this, how I can …”
“Aw, would you believe it, Angel. Your our time is up. It’ll all have to wait until tomorrow and your next session. You do want more sessions, don’t you?”
“Oh yes, yes please,” Angel says putting her manicured pink fingernails up to her pretty pink lips. “You are the only person I can talk to about all this. The other girls on the course are real sissies. And they are all such dumb, stupid sissies. They just want to talk about the schoolgirl outfits we have to wear and which shoes will be best for the black maid’s dress when they graduate.”
“Oh? And Angel which schoolgirl outfit do you prefer?”
Suddenly Angel becomes animated, as if all her stress has vanished. She sits up, “Oh Dr Richter, I really like this one with the bib part, but I have seen one which has sweet ruffles along the edges of the bib. But I also liked the short, pleated tartan skirts with the white blouses we were made to wear on the first day. Oh, and the short grey skirts too. The teachers say they are best with tights not stockings but …”
Dr Richter laughs gently, “I am sure you love your girly chats with the other cucks here.”
She presses a button on the intercom, “Our session is over. Would you mind talking Angel back to her class.”
A rough male voice just says ‘yeh’ over the speaker.
“Aw,” it feels like the end of the world for Angel. “Dr Richter, I wish we could talk for longer.”
“I know sweetie.” She checks her tablet screen and smiles with surprise. “Especially as you have an A star in oral sex with women. Oh, I do like an accomplished sissy cuck. Clever girl.”
Angel blushes, “The teachers say I am a natural.”
She reads another page. “So I see. I think I’ll be looking for a two hour session from you, perhaps in my apartment.”
“I would love that, Dr Richter,” he beams, but then furrows his brow. “But I am not sucking the dildos.”
“Angel, you will be delightful at it, I am sure. I bet all the guys will be wanting to take you for walks on your leash and guide you from your lessons to lunch and to my office, once you pass that course.”
The look of horror on Angel’s face delights Dr Richter. She needs to rub it in.
“Oh, and just look at those lip implants your kind owner has paid for. Hmmm. Delectable!”
He touches his humiliatingly inflated pink lips. “The teachers say it lasts a week, so they’ll be back to normal by Friday.”
“Don’t you worry your pretty little head. We top them up weekly. Your Master was adamant about that.”
A knock on the door and the hunky male in his overalls enters.
“Take back the bimbo, Doctor?”
“Yes, please. Important oral sex on males lessons this afternoon,” she turns with an innocent expression to her prey. “You wouldn’t want to miss them would you Angel?”
Angel is about to remonstrate, but the man is already roughly pulling her from the couch and cuffs her wrists behind her back. Why must they be so harsh with the sissies?
“Dr Richter, I really don’t need to be handcuffed. It frightens me.”
Dr Richter is all reasonableness. “Oh silly girl. It is for your own good. We wouldn’t want you getting into trouble on your way back to classes,” she checks that the male is listening as she adds, “now that the men can paddle that ever so cute bottom of yours.”
Angel gasps. “Dr Richter!”
Why did she say that when he is helpless on the end of the leash with this thug. Oh no! he might get the wrong idea.
The brute anchors the leash on the collar as its screen flashes from ‘Angel’ to ‘LEASHED’. The screen then reverts back to his sissy name.
Angel hates being cuffed when around men. They are so powerful, and she already feels timid and weak next to them. Not least because of his swishy short schoolgirl outfit.
As the caretaker tugs on the leash, indicating that Angel must start walking, Dr Richter calls out merrily, “I’ll see you tomorrow, Angel.”
Even on his three inch heels, Angel finds he needs to concentrate to stop tumbling over when being pulled on a leash. With his hands handcuffed behind him, it is difficult to balance. Though the teachers patted his bottom as he was so good at it when the sissies were being taught how to walk on leads.
“Thank you, Dr Richter,” he calls back in his sing song voice. And then gives the psychiatrist a pretty smile.
Dr Richter saves her last words before the door closes, “Good girl, Angel. And remember to behave. You wouldn’t want to be spanked by this man with his paddle before your next lesson.”
The door closes, just as a wide eyed Angel looks back in shock at his friend, the psychiatrist.
Dr Richter chuckles as she checks her next subject. Ah, it is a fourth week sissy who was caught by her Mistress trying to unlock her chastity cage with a stolen key.
She smiles, this will be fun.

 

Austin and Riley continuation by Chloe Part Nine

Austin is exhausted by the time Nurse Debi returns to collect him. True to her word, the salon staff had not done anything to damage or harm him, though he could  have happily done without some of the “treatments.” His hair was now longer and undeniably feminine. That of a girl. His older extensions had  been replaced and the color lightened and renewed. Lovely blonde with highlights, waves and curls. 
 
His eyebrows had been  plucked and trimmed into an unmistakably feminine arch, and  lash extensions had been adhered to his eyelashes. The laser hair removal treatment  was repeated on his face, followed by  a rejuvenating mask and facial, leaving him with soft feminine facial skin. No makeup was applied—he was told that would come later (as part of his training). And his nails were treated to a manicure and a clear lacquer , but no colored polish or tips—again to come as part of his training. 
 
Even without makeup, he is truly darling and exudes femininity. And he smells feminine too—thanks to touches of perfume behind his ears and on the insides of his wrists. He finds the scent quite distracting—making it harder to think.
 
Nurse Debi arrives a few minutes after 5:00—she seems amazed at the transformation—
 
“Wow, Chloe-Anne—you clean up nice!” 
 
“And you smell delicious!” (Whispering and winking.) 
 
He frowns at this and blushes furiously, but at the same time a pulse causes his trapped member to swell in its prison. He helplessly squirts in his panties. 
 
He is losing control. 
 
Debi continues—
 
“Why don’t we head to the room? I imagine that you would like to rest before dinner.”
 
“Sounds good to me.”
 
“I cannot get over the difference—how pretty you look. I mean, you were pretty before, but you’re amazing now. I can’t wait to see you in full makeup!”
 
Austin again involuntarily spurts into his panties.
 
Debi takes his hand, and they walk to their room.
 
“Here we are! Hope you don’t mind, but we’re going to need to share the bed. It is big enough for two, so it should be fine. Your uniforms, underwear, nightwear and shoes are in the closets and built-ins on the left, and there are two vanities in the bathroom—one for each of us. And your meds are on the bedside table.”
 
“Meds? I thought that wath over!”
 
“The shots are over, at least for now, but there’s other stuff. Since you have been here you have  been pumped full of large doses of various heavy-duty medicines, including pharmaceutical-grade female hormones, and I’m not sure what else. There are four or five times the hormones of a 15-year old girl coursing through your veins—you should start feeling their effects in the next day or so. To stop cold now would cause a terrible and painful withdrawal, maybe even more time in the Clinic, and you have to continue your therapy and conditionings. It will only be pills, different pills serving different purposes, and you won’t know which is which. None of us do, so you have to take them all out of self-protection.  Even going one day without can cause severe adverse reactions. And be prepared—in addition to the emotional and physical effects, the meds for boys induce severe period symptoms, ‘monthlies’, for around five days a month. No blood, just bloating,  bad cramps, bitchiness  and the other things that go with it. The Manor thinks that only fair—it puts sissies on an equal footing with ‘real’ girls.”
 
“That is truly dreadful!”
 
“Yes, but it could be worse. The five days can easily be extended almost indefinitely with the right medication—for punishment or any other purpose. Trust me, you don’t want that!”
 
“Seriously? Periods?”
 
“Yes. But at least you won’t have to deal with all that goes with them.”
 
“Unbelievable.”
 
“Debi, can  we talk some more? I still have questions.””
 
“Sure. What’s on your mind?”
 
“Well, you mentioned something about vaginal aversion—what’s that all about?”
 
“They call it ‘therapy,’ but it is clearly not for the benefit of the patient. It started with an attempt by The Manor to develop a cure for lesbianism. Some, particularly  the husbands of wayward wives, specifically asked for that service. The idea was simple—brainwash or hypnotize the subject into believing that sex with women is viscerally repulsive. The sight of and smell of their genitalia, playing with or sucking their breasts and nipples, kissing their lipsticked lips—all of that. But they underestimated the depth of the female to female attraction, which proved much too difficult to defeat. In most cases the treatment only led to better hygiene. So the program was shelved—discontinued.”
 
“Then someone came up with the great idea of permanently punishing a male by both feminizing him and making it impossible for him to take any pleasure from anything having to do with a woman’s sex—the very thing the male might have once obsessed over. Add to that absolute obedience on the part of the patient, and a dominant woman would be able to torture the male with her genitalia—by merely making him pleasure her, and using the visceral revulsion against him. And so the therapy was reborn. Helpless to resist, completely repulsed, and unable to enjoy—complete emasculation.”
 
“Did it work?”
 
“Did it ever! But The Manor didn’t stop there. They decided to that it would be even more effective if the male still retained a deep attraction to females, so it was coupled with an extreme fetish for women’s backsides and feet. The smell, the taste, needing to worship, needing to lick, pure obsession—and the Program was the ideal vehicle.”
 
Austin listens, not fully believing what he is hearing. 
 
“But that’s not all.  The Manor then determined that the physical displeasure was not enough—so the brainwashing and hypnotic programming were  modified so that the patient would actually fear dominant women’s vaginas, breasts, nipples and lips—any sexual thought of them would  cause panic and fear. And the prospect of having any contact with them would be terrifying!”
 
“For obvious  reasons, dominant women have been thrilled by being able to subject their once upon a time males to this therapy. These are women who already sexually get off and delight in demeaning and torturing the males—this is to them like a cherry on icing on a cake. Two cherries, in fact!  Truly perverted! Can you imagine how empowering for them it must be? That in itself is frightening!”
 
“Are they going to do that to me?”
 
“”I don’t know. That kind of thing doesn’t show up in a patient’s chart—it would have been in the ‘confidential’ part of your application. Only your sponsor, the Program and The Manor know.”
 
“That’s a lot to take in.”
 
“I know.”
 
“How will I know if they’re doing it to me?”
 
“I guess you just look for the signs. They’ll likely disguise what they are doing—you won’t know until it’s too late. And you’ll know it has happened once the effects begin.”
 
“But am  I not going to become a slut and a ladies maid—won’t  that protect me?”
 
“It doesn’t  work that way, I’m afraid. You’d  still be slutty, but other than ‘involuntary’ interactions on your part,   certain things would be  ‘off the table.’ And as a ladies maid, you would have a lot of intimate contact with your Mistress, so by undergoing the therapy that personal contact would be far less of a distraction and you’d be much less of an annoyance to your Mistress.  So it would actually enhance your service and keep you from thinking improper thoughts. It would also keep you more focused on acts of submission.” 
 
“They seem to think of everything.”
 
“Afraid they do.”
 
“What happens tomorrow?”
 
“Tomorrow is your first day of Personal Service training. And you will start Femininity training as well. So you will wear your ‘personal service’ uniform.”
 
“Like the girls at lunch?”
 
“That’s right. I will walk you to your first class on my way to rounds.”
 
“What are the classes?”
 
“For the Personal Service and Femininity,  you will start with makeup, how to apply both yours and your Mistress’s,  then manners and deportment, hair styling and care, and giving manicures and pedicures. The last couple  of days are laboratories where you demonstrate your proficiency on yourself and the other students, and then exams in which you serve and are evaluated by the staff. It will be a very intense week for you.”
 
“Intense? They must be very  strict.”
 
“They are. But it is not intense because of that. Everything they make you learn or do will be eroticized and sexualized—you know,  with what your chastity has been doing to you? By the end of the first day you will be mindlessly aroused. By the end of the week, just mindless. Courtesy of the Program. And the effects are permanent. Merely putting on foundation, blush, mascara or any other makeup still gets me all hot and bothered.”
 
“But you aren’t mindless?”
 
“I know. But I wasn’t medicated and programmed to be a maid. And you will go on to Maid Service  after Personal Service.  Again, everything you do as a maid will come to stimulate you sexually, and you will be helpless to resist, and will become a perfectly mannered and behaved maid. I’m told the some of the maids can almost orgasm just from curtsying. You will actually train by becoming part of The Manor’s maid staff for the week, rigidly supervised, of course. And after that, on to  Slut Training.”
 
“But Debi, I don’t want any of this. I just want to go back to Riley—my wife.””  
 
“I know, Babes. I wish I could help—but there is nothing that can be done. At this point it is inevitable   But I do promise to make this as easy for you as I can.”
 
Debi sees Austin’s eyes welling up with tears. 
 
“None of that, we’ll both be punished. Now dry those eyes!  And we need to head over for something to eat.”
 
“Okay. But I’m not real hungry.”
 
They go back to the dining area, and Austin more or less plays with his soup, rather than eating it. He has had a long day, and is ready for bed by the time they get back to the room.
 
Debi tries to cheer him up—
 
“Would it be okay with you if we wear matching nighties tonight? I think we have just the thing.”
 
Debi holds up a diaphanous pink baby doll and matching panties—both heavily ruffled. 
 
“You have one too!  We’ll probably mess up our panties, but the maids will take care of that in the morning.”
 
“Maids?”
 
“Oh. Sorry! I didn’t mean to… .”
 
“No. It’s okay. If that’s  the way it’s going to be then so be it. I would very much enjoy sleeping with you dressed like that.”
 
“Me too. Now when we do finally turn in there are some things I am going to have to help you with—I don’t have a choice. Basically, you won’t be able to use your hands, but I don’t think that will be a problem. And you’ll need to wear  earbuds. Hope that’s okay.””
 
“But you’ll be there with me?”
 
“Yes, I will be there. Oh, and you’ll have to wear a sleeping bra, but we’ll put that on later. Shall we get dressed?”
 
“Works for me,”
 
“”I’ll go first. But first, you need to take your medicine.”
 
She hands him several small pills and a glass of water. He resignedly swallows the pills. 
 
“Good. I’ll be right back.”
 
Debi excuses herself and goes to the bathroom to get ready. She returns in a few minutes. She is stunning.
 
“Wow! You look great!”
 
“Your turn.”
 
Just as Austin gets up to go to the bathroom they are interrupted by a knock on the door. Miss Carrie enters, without invitation. She has changed from her dental assistant scrubs, and wears a nicely-fitted dress, still institutional, and matching nylons. She is still in her work shoes. 
 
Debi is mildly piqued by her intrusion —
 
“Miss Carrie—to what do we owe this pleasure?”
 
“Surely Debi, you remember that the sissy has to wear her nighttime appliance.”
 
“Oh, I had forgotten.”
 
Austin interrupts—
 
“Why a nighttime appliance, Miss, erm, Carrie?”
 
Carrie smiles meanly—
 
“It’s one of the Doctor’s more aggressive therapeutic devices. It is quite difficult to communicate when wearing the night brace. Since you have to be able to speak during the day, we wear this at night. It may be somewhat unpleasant to wear, but with your nighttime meds you should be able to rest well enough.”
 
“Now Chloe, I want you to sit so that I can take out your daytime appliance. The lab will adjust it overnight and we will refit  it in the morning.”
 
Austin sits and Miss Carrie takes the daytime appliance out. Austin immediately feels relief. 
 
Miss Carrie addresses Austin—
 
“Chloe, now why don’t you be a very good girl and go brush your teeth and get ready for bed?”
 
“Yes ma’am.” Austin takes his nightgown  and panties and heads to the bathroom to get dressed. 
 
He dresses, brushes his teeth and gets ready for bed. He returns to the bedroom only to find Nurse Debi on her knees with her head between Miss Carrie’s legs; Miss Carrie’s  dress having been pulled up to allow access and revealing her suspender clips and the top bands of her stockings. 
 
He gets there just in time to see and hear Miss Carrie orgasm convulsively. Austin stares, gawping   He squirts in his panties as she comes. After she comes down from the orgasm—she looks sharply at Austin—
 
“You have a problem with this sissy?”
 
“No ma’am”  Is all Austin can think to say. 
 
“Good. Because it is going to be a nightly occurrence. Maybe morning too. Who knows, sissy, in a couple of weeks you may even get a turn!”
 
Austin shudders at the prospect. 
 
“Sit, Chloe. As soon as this slut tidies up the mess she has made I will deal with you.”
 
Debi stands and retrieves a cloth from the bathroom and gently wipes  Miss Carrie’s  front. 
 
Miss Carrie stands, smooths her dress, and retrieves Austin’s appliance from a box. 
 
“Now open!”
 
As Austin opens his mouth she slides a complicated device—all plastic and wires, into his mouth. 
 
“Now bite down!”
 
As he does the device clicks into place—amplifying the tightness and discomfort in his mouth. It forces his tongue up against a fence-like set of wires, and almost completely immobilizes it. 
 
“Now to lock the mechanism.”
 
She inserts the tip of a special tool into his mouth. Audible clicks are heard as she turns receiving catches  in his mouth. 
 
“There. All done. That’s not coming off!”
 
Austin panics and tries to grab at the thing. It doesn’t move—he feels the springs within tightening. He tries  to speak, but without being to move his tongue  it comes across as more of a plaintive whimper. 
 
Miss Carrie, obviously pleased with her efforts, smiles at Debi, looking her directly in the eyes—
 
“I’ve been wet all day remembering all the ‘fun’ we had when the good doctor was treating you. And it begins again! I am so going to enjoy this.”
 
She looks at Austin, then back to Debi—
 
“Slut—I think you’ve thanked me appropriately for the time being. But what about your little bitch here? (She looks at Austin and points to her feet.) Now, sissy!”
 
Austin looks pleadingly at Debi—not knowing what is being asked of him. Debi answers—
 
“She wants you to kneel, and kiss, rather worship, her shoes and feet.”
 
Austin remembers his dreadful dream, and the oath he uttered and swore about not kneeling for anything—
 
He shakes his head back and forth in refusal. 
 
At that his collar and the chastity administer a punishing Level 3 pulse. 
 
He attempts, unsuccessfully, to scream through the thing in his mouth,  and collapses in pain. 
 
Miss Carrie  smiles an amused and knowing smile. 
 
“I guess, Debi, someone hasn’t learned how things work around here. At least not yet.”
 
Turning back to Austin—
 
“Get on your knees, Chloe, now!”
 
Forgotten is the sworn oath Austin made never  to kneel and submit. He obediently gets to his knees. 
 
She moves her foot to within inches of his face.
 
“Now kiss!” She offers Austin her foot . Austin catches the scent. 
 
There it is again—the smell of rubber and the accompanying arousal. But there is something else. Commingled with the smell of her shoe is another scent—that of the nylon-covered foot within. Austin’s dick quickly swells. As his lips touch the top of her shoe it involuntarily throbs and starts pumping goo into his panties. And his arousal increases with each touch of his lips and every inhaled breath. 
 
This is not lost on Miss Carrie—
 
“That’s enough, sissy. Stop!”
 
Austin drops back on his knees. 
 
“Debi dear, what do we have here? I do believe the little one would have cum if I had let her do more of that. This is going to be quite a nice couple of weeks indeed!”
 
“I will be back in the morning to release her appliance.”
 
With that, she leaves. 
 
Debi kneels down next to Austin—
 
“Babes, are you okay?”
 
Austin nods. Speaking with difficulty, he asks—
 
“You?”
 
“Yes. I’m fine. Carrie and I go way back, and it’s always like this. And even without having gone through the aversion therapy, I cannot begin to tell you how distasteful that was. But she’s gone now!  Let’s get ready for bed.”
 
She helps him up and turns down the bed. 
 
“Now I do have to put this belt around your waist and fasten the wrist cuffs. That’s so you won’t be tempted to touch yourself down  there while it is healing, or try to take out your earbuds or appliance.. But first we need to put on your sleeping bra. Raise your arms.”
 
As he does this she fits the bra and unhooks and arranges the straps over his shoulders. The bra is tight and not very comfortable. It is even worse than what he wore during the day. 
 
“Now the belt and cuffs.”
 
She fits the belt around his waist and fastens the cuffs. 
 
Austin finds himself unable to move his hands. 
 
“The earbuds, and, I almost forgot, we have to start with the anal dilators tonight. Just the small one to start.”
 
He looks at her uncomprehendingly. 
 
“To make you more ‘receptive’ back there.”  
 
Austin rolls his eyes and shakes his head in disbelief. 
 
She turns him on his side, slides on a glove, then slides a lubricated dilator into his backside. 
 
“There. I think that’s it!”
 
“We have a few minutes to snuggle before turning off the lights. Okay with you?”
 
Austin, with his speech still  limited,  nods yes. Debi climbs into bed and kisses his nose, then his mouth. He responds with his lips.  She is a very nice kisser—he wishes he could do more. How did this happen? Where did he go wrong? 
 
After kissing and holding for a while, and more than a little fondling on her part, she turns out the lights and drapes one leg and one arm  over Austin, snuggling her lovely hair into his shoulder and neck. He feels the softness of her breasts on his arm. . She smells incredible. Pure femininity. He longs for her.  
 
“Goodnight Chloe.”
 
She quickly falls asleep. He feels her gentle breathing. Oddly, in spite of his discomfort, he feels blissfully content. 
 
It takes a few minutes for the medication to take effect. While he waits for sleep, he feels more helpless than he has ever felt in his life. At last, he nods off into the same twilight-like sleep he’d been having since he arrived at The Manor. Sometime during the night, during a lucid spell, he hears the voices—


“A cruel irony for you,  sissy  is that your attraction to women, and your fixation with what lies between their legs  started you down the sissy path. And if you are honest with yourself, you have only vaginas to thank for your current predicament. Someone with a vagina has been with you every step of the way.”
 
“It started out as typical male, if you could call yourself male, attraction to females. It  grew to a fascination with panties, bras and other things feminine. You pursued these things, and eventually someone, driven by the yearnings of her vagina, brought you to this place. And her dominant superior vagina is but one of many—motivated by their desires for sexual dominance, retribution for transgressions of other males and other dark sexual urges. These vaginas intend to ensure that you never again take true physical pleasure from a female again, and will sexually feed off of your subjugation.”
 
You have now been emasculated, and it is now impossible for you to take any pleasure, sexual or otherwise, from dominant women’s mouths, vaginas, breasts or nipples. They terrify you. You only go near them when required by a superior. But even though you fear these things, you still have male desire for the female, and the only parts of a dominant woman’s body that are left for you to express that desire are her ass and, sissy, her feet. This is why you  have such great passion for women’s asses and feet, sissy. Think about it. It has already happened. Feel your arousal now, sissy.”
 
Austin feels himself squirting in his panties. 
 
“You will do anything to be allowed to please a female superior, sissy, particularly if it might allow you to be nearer to, or serve, her ass or feet.”
 
“No matter how you now feel about women’s vaginas, breasts and mouths, all women are still your superiors, sissy. So if a woman demands oral service, you will comply. Even if her vagina is the worst and most terrifying thing you have ever imagined, you will not, out of respect for and obedience to your superior, refuse. You will serve and obey your superior.”
 
Austin drifts off … and the voices continue. 
 
******
 
End of the Continuation of Austin and Riley

Austin and Riley continuation by Chloe Part Eight

Austin and Riley continuation by Chloe Part Eight

Nurse Debi leads the leashed and handcuffed Austin out of the medical building. Once they clear the doors, she motions for them to stop, and releases the cuffs and detaches the leash.

“Better?”

Austin nods. “Yeth, thank you.”

“I imagine, Chloe-Anne, that you have lots of questions about all this. I will try to answer them if I can—without getting punished, of course.”

Austin does have lots of questions, but first and foremost is the hardware in his mouth—

“Nurth Debi, why did they make me get brathes?”

“Yes, that. And you can drop the ‘Nurse’ part, at least when we’re together. The orthodonture is a very sexist thing, and I don’t fully approve of it, but it is purely and solely for the pleasure of men. For, you know … ? The Manor think that getting a blow job from someone with ortho-perfect white teeth enhances the male experience. Kinda sick, if you ask me. But it is the way things are. The braces are also something you can’t remove or escape, and they’re painful, so they also go along with a lot of the common themes here.”

As she says this she jumps, surprised.

“Ouch! I shouldn’t have said that. I’ll have to be more careful!”

“Did you say ‘blow job?’

“Yes. Blow job.”

Austin’s heart sinks, but feels a mildly strong pulse between his legs.

“Crap, please no!”

The pleasurable pulse strengthens.

“Ughhh!”

Austin takes a second to collect his breath and regain his composure.

He continues—

“These clothes—they’re very uncomfortable—not even a real woman would wear this underwear. Ewe! Why?”

“I’m afraid it is part of their way of teaching someone her place. You are a maid. A real maid. There’s nothing fun or sexy about that. Think about it, cleaning toilets, scrubbing floors, vacuuming, all that. They dress you with clothing commensurate with your status.”

“But you said the dress would get better? That I could earn something prettier.”

“It will and you can. But it still needs to be deserved. I mean, who would want to have to look at a maid scurrying around her house dressed like you? So the prettier clothes are for their pleasure, not yours. You have to earn your place in their house, though, first. But you are stuck with the underwear, I’m afraid. For certain while you are here at The Manor, and likely after as well.”

“This underwear is dreadful! The bra is so uncomfortable. The underwires are sticking me and cutting into my skin! And the girdle is too tight, and these panties are tight and full of goo! And I absolutely hate these pantyhose and shoes!”

As he says this, he realizes that he is likely to be punished, and steels himself against the punishment. Instead, he feels a long, intense, pleasurable pulse. Somehow he is finding the discomfort caused by his underwear arousing. He feels slight panic.

“You’ll just have to try to get used to it. I think the choice of underwear is calculated on their part, and intended to be less than pleasant even though they will make the unpleasant aspects of wearing it arousing for you. Again, part of that they want the experience to be.”

“And why am I so sexually desperate? I just need to cum so badly? Everything i wear, feel or smell turns me on. It is awful! And that dentist? Oh god!”

“That’s how they, the Program, break you. You are still able to resist, or at least form the thought of resisting, now. But that will go away. The conditionings are designed to be the worst and most complete for maids—the constant controlled arousal eventually breaks their wills, their minds, and all that is left is obedience. And it will make your slut training even more effective.”

“So that’s what you meant—“by then you really won’t care”?”

“Afraid so. But it could be worse. Think about whether you would rather suck off that dentist now, or later when you don’t care. And as soon as your braces come off you will find his dick shooting off in that pretty little mouth of yours . He didn’t even unstrap me from the chair, can you believe that? He came almost as much as you do, rather, as much as you used to. Talk about yuck! But (dreamily) nasty as it was I did kinda like it.”

“I would rather not have known that—about the dentist, I mean.”

“And who are ‘they’, and what is the Program?”

“I’m not actually sure who ‘they’ are, or even whether ‘they’ really exist. The Program controls so much, and uses very advanced artificial intelligence software and hardware. It is quite merciless. All I know is that once you are collared and chastitied it’s pretty much over.”

“And escape?”

“Just not possible unless you take both the collar and chastity off. And they both have safeguards that prevent removal. Painful, disabling safeguards. And the Program stays with you even when you leave—like forever.”

This is very troubling to Austin.

“But the good part, is that you get to be a slut too. A small compensation, but still … . And I think you are to be a ‘ladies maid’ as well, which is good and may mean better underclothes. Really good, unless the Program subjects you to ‘vaginal aversion therapy’, in which event you will find certain aspects of being a ladies maid to be most unpleasant.”

“Unpleasant?”

“Yes. Vaginal aversion. Very unpleasant.”

“It even sounds unpleasant.”

“Ah—here we are—the cafeteria.”

Debi takes Austin’s hand and leads him in.

She directs Austin to an open table.

“Stay right here—I’ll get us something.”

Debi leaves, and Austin looks around. Pretty girls, at least what look like girls, all collared, are sitting together in small groups at the several tables. Each group of girls is dressed differently, and each girl within a group is dressed in similar fashion. Austin reasons that one group must be maids—a couple of the girls are wearing gray maids’ uniforms identical to his, and the other girls in the group are similarly dressed except for the color of their dresses and the lengths of their skirts. A few are even wearing frilly aprons or pinafores. He reason that they must be the girls who have “earned” the prettier clothing. As this thought develops he feels a nicely pleasurable pulse.

It is the same with what the other girl groups are wearing. The junior girls wearing the least flattering of the uniforms. He finds some of the senior girl uniforms to be rather nice.

Debi returns with a tray from the line.

“Here, I brought us some nice soup. I remember how is was when Dr. Szell first started my ‘treatment’ It was kind of hard to eat. The soup should be okay. And it’s usually pretty good.”

(Whispering.) “And we really cannot continue with your questions while in here.”

Austin nods, and tries his soup—it is quite good. He continues to look around.

“Debi, this girls over there must be maids, but what about the others?”

“Well, the girls at that table (nodding to a table by the wall) in the pastel outfits are all personal service girls—you know, beauticians, nail techs, makeup specialists. They are trained to be very good at what they do, but are otherwise quite vacuous. Their conditionings and psychoactive drug therapies reduce them to pretty much mindless bimbos. And the effects are permanent. You will be training with them the first week, we all do, but without the added conditioning and drug therapy. Interestingly, they tend to be quite slutty and unable to control their sexual compulsions, even without proper slut training—they’re always getting caught making out with each other. The Program must encourage that. But they aren’t as practiced in the slutty ‘arts’ as true sluts are.

“And those over there?”

“Those are the office girls. You can tell by their dress—neat blouses, short skirts, fine stockings and pumps; perfect makeup. And their hair must alway be office proper. They’re slutty too, but in a different way. They’re conditioned to not enjoy sex, rather to feel demeaned by it, but they’re bound to provide it. Just like typing a report or taking dictation, I guess.”

“I guess I’m lucky. I would hate to be one of them. Are there others, not here?

“There are the ‘stable girls,’ who are fed outside. You may be able to see them through that window over there when we leave. And there are some others—I know they’re here because I see them come in and go through the first week or so of indoctrination, but then they disappear. And I’m never allowed full access to their charts, so I’m not sure of what is done with them.”

“And the nurses and sluts? ”

“The nurses are kept in separate quarters and dine there. Since I’m your mentor, I have special privileges and am excused from much of that. As for the sluts, any girl in any group could also be subjected to slut training in addition to her particular, call it ‘vocational,’ training.”

“As it turns out the sluts are pretty highly valued because of their eagerness and receptivity and the pleasure they can provide. They never turn it down and are always enthusiastic about it, even if they have a headache or might be vexed. You should be grateful that you are to become one.”

Austin takes a minute to try to absorb all this.

“Debi, I really and truly didn’t think this place was real. I saw the website, but thought it was all pretend.”

“Take it from me, there’s nothing ‘pretend’ about it. It is very, very real.”

Austin sighs, looking despondent.

She takes his hand and looks into his eyes.

“It will be okay. Sometimes unpleasant, but eventually okay.”

(Clearing her voice and changing the topic.) “Why don’t we take care of the dishes? You don’t want to be late to your salon appointment.”

They clear their dishes, and Austin follows Debi out of the dining area to another building. It has a sign that reads “Salon” on the front door.

“Now for today, they are only going to do a few things to make you more presentable. So there is nothing to be afraid of. Okay?”

“I guess so. I can’t imagine that too many terrible things can happen in a beauty salon,”

“Uh, in this beauty salon they can, and do. But you’re safe for today.”

Austin’s eyes open wide and he swallows hard.

“It’s 2:00 now, and once you are checked in I am going to have to leave you for afternoon rounds. I will be back at 5:00 to pick you up. Can you be a good brave girl for the salon attendants? I promise they won’t hurt you.”

“I think so.”

They approach the reception desk.

“This is Chloe-Anne. She has an appointment.”

The receptionist looks down at the appointment log.

“Yes she does. We’ve been expecting her.”

The receptionist smiles what Austin can only describe as being in a slightly ‘mean’ way.

“Miss, please come with me!”

Austin and Riley continuation by Chloe Part Seven

Nurse Debi goes about releasing Austin from his bondage bed. He stands, for the first time feeling the weight and heft of his breasts and the tightness in his crotch. 
 
“This is going to take getting used to.”
 
He runs his hands down across his stomach, waist and bum and discovers feminine curves where before there were none. 
 
“A whole lot of getting used to!”
 
“Babes, you were very brave through all that and you did very well. There is a shower in the bathroom, and while you shower I will set out your clothes, and, once you are all clean,  I will help you get dressed and dry your hair. And I have some really good news—Miss Hall is allowing me to be your mentor while you are here. And we’re going to be roommates!”
 
This initially excites Austin, but his excitement turns to concern —
 
“Are you still going to be giving me those shots all the time?”
 
“No, no, silly! That’s part is over for now. But I will have to help you get ‘ready’ for bed each night. I think you’d rather me do it than some of the others around here. Some of them can be, well, not so ‘gentle.’ Now bath time for you!”
 
While Austin showers, Debi lays out a heavy white no nonsense underwire bra, with a wide five-hook band and formidable straps, a pair of white nylon and spandex brief-style  panties, made more for functionality than for sport, a white high-waisted open-bottom extra-firm girdle,  40 denier pantyhose, similar in weight  to those Debi is wearing, but taupe in color,   and a plain gray poly-cotton white-trimmed maid’s dress. She also sets out a pair of rubber-soled  women’s shoes, much like hers, and a matching maid’s headpiece. 
 
Austin spends a lot of his time in the shower exploring his new body. He gingerly soaps and rinses his breasts. They are still quite tender—but he finds touching them to be quite pleasing in spite of the tenderness. He thinks he might just come to like them. The chastity is another story. Try as he might, he cannot in any way touch or stimulate his trapped penis. And playing with his breasts has caused his trapped member to swell,  throb and need to be touched. He wonders how on earth he will be able to cum again?
 
He emerges from the shower with a towel wrapped around his chest and waist. His head and hair are wrapped in another. 
 
Let’s get your hair dry first. Why don’t you sit?
 
He sits, and she uses a dryer and brush to dry it. 
 
“You do have very nice hair! Here are your panties, and I will help you with your bra.”
 
Austin takes the panties and examines them —he is horrified—“I have to wear these?”
 
As he says this he feels a mild disciplinary pulse between his legs. Before he can resist further, Debi answers—
 
“Afraid so. I have to wear them too. They are leak proof, and while a bit humiliating, they are necessary. You’ll see.”
 
As he puts them on, he is rewarded with a tingle of pleasure between his legs. As she helps him on with and adjusts his bra, he feels a slightly more pleasurable tingle. The little tingles make him even more desperate to cum. 
 
“Chloe-Anne is a very pretty name, and we must use it if we don’t want to be punished”
 
“But my name is Aus____!” Austin feels sharp painful pulses in his neck and crotch—
 
“Aayyyy!”
 
He grabs at his his collar and chastity. 
 
“Good god! What was that?”
 
“The Program. It wants you to accept your new name—‘Chloe-Anne’.” (Sympathetically—touching his cheek.) “Many  things here are not exactly voluntary.” 
 
“Let’s get your  pantyhose on.”
 
The pantyhose are heavier and more constricting than the silky nylons Austin is accustomed to, and not sexy at all. Even so, he is rewarded with another mild tingle of pleasure as he rolls them up his legs and smooths them out. 
 
Nurse Debi helps Austin smooth out the hose. She next offers him  the girdle—Austin raises his arms and she fastens it over his midsection. 
 
“Now your dress.” She holds it up for him. 
 
He thinks it quite plain and ugly, and is about to protest when he feels a mild disciplinary shock in his crotch. 
 
“I know it is not very pretty, but it is what all the maids wear when they start here. You’ll earn a prettier one before long. And even though the fabric is awful and plain, it is nicely cut, and will show off your ‘assets’ quite nicely. Oh, and about those ‘assets’,  with those fabulous boobs they gave you will need to be prepared for a whole lot, and I mean a whole lot, of ‘attention’, if you know what I mean. You will have some protection from The Manor until your last trainings, but after that it’s pretty much open season. But by then, you won’t really care.”
 
“My last trainings?”
 
“Slut trainings.”
 
“Oh.”
 
“Now your shoes.”
 
The shoes smell heavily  of rubber. As he first catches their scent, he feels yet another tingle between the legs. He wonders how the ugly rubbery things can be turning him on? He laces and ties them, then stands and adjusts everything. 
 
Debi affixes the headpiece. 
 
“Done.”
 
Looking into  a mirror on the wall of the room, he  flushes with humiliation. The humiliation earns him almost a Level  2 pleasurable pulse. 
 
He feels quite off balanced and unnerved by this, yet helplessly aroused. 
 
“I know this has been a lot for you Chloe, but you are holding up much better than I did. We have only one more stop before you are discharged. I’m afraid this may be one of the more unpleasant experiences, but you’ll get through it. I did.”
 
“And I’m sorry, but we are going to have to use handcuffs and the leash on our way out.”
 
Austin sighs—and offers his hands to Debi. 
 
Debi cuffs his hands behind his back, attaches the leash and leads Austin, uncomfortable and frustrated from his arousal, from the hospital room down another white-tiled hall, though double doors marked “Dentistry” to an office door marked G. von Szell, DDS. 
 
Austin intensely dislikes going to the dentist’s office. Just walking through the door makes him feel very uncomfortable. Judging by her noticeable nervousness, Nurse Debi is less than comfortable there too. They take a seat in the waiting area. 
 
Within a few minutes, a youngish dark- haired woman, dressed in wine-red  dental assistant’s scrubs,  appears from behind a heavy frosted glass and  wood door. The woman is not wearing a collar. Her name tag reads “Miss Carrie”, with “Orthodontic Assistant” in smaller print below. 
 
Smirking at Nurse Debi, she says “Thanks, Debi,  I will take Chloe-Anne from here.” 
 
She takes Austin’s   leash—
 
“Come Chloe!”
 
And to Debi—
 
“This should take about two hours.”
 
“I will collect her then.”
 
 Debi leaves hurriedly. 
 
Austin is terrified as he is led back.
 
Miss Carrie leads Austin to a treatment room, and seats him in a dental chair. She releases Austin’s  handcuffs, and efficiently straps and buckles him into the chair. Austin finds himself every bit as strictly bound to the chair as he was to the  hospital bed. 
 
“The doctor will be with you momentarily.”
 
The doctor enters. He’s a man of around 60 years, close cropped white hair—thinning in the front, stocky, with almost a military bearing,  tanned and bespectacled. Austin is immediately intimidated. Miss Carrie hands the Doctor a chart. Dr. von Szell speaks with a perceptible German accent—
 
“Thank you Carrie. Has the lab work been completed?” 
 
“Yes doctor. Her bands, brackets and appliances are ready to be fitted.”
 
“Gut.”
 
He picks up a dental implement—
 
“Open!”
 
Austin opens his mouth, and the doctor pokes around and inspects his teeth. 
 
“Now Chloe-Anne, if that’s your real name, heh, heh, we only have three weeks to perform some minor orthodontia. I would prefer to have more time, but with Miss Carrie’s  help I think it can be done. This first week or two may be somewhat, let’s say, ‘difficult.’ But I have no doubt that you’ll endure it. Your friend ‘Debi’ had quite a difficult time, but then she needed quite a lot more work than you do.”
 
“Ve are going to make your mouth very pretty. Very very pretty.”
 
*****
 
Nurse Debi returns at the appointed time to collect a quite shaken Austin.
 
Miss Carrie  pulls the leashed Austin, handcuffs restored, out from the treatment area. 
 
“She’s all yours, slut.”  She hands Debi the leash. 
“What is her room number? I will need to see the little sissy tonight.”
 
Debi—quite nervously—
 
“She’s staying with me for her time here—you know where my room is.”
 
“With you? That’s quite interesting. Interesting indeed.”
 
“Come Chloe-Anne, we need to get you situated.” 
 
Debi leads Austin from the dental offices. 
 
“Babes, I know that was terrible for you. Are you okay?”
 
“Yeth, I think tho. They gave me  brathes! And two awful appliances—one for day and one for night. I have to wear everything for two weekth.  And the Doctor, well, he pressed hith thing against my leg while he was working on my mouth. And his thing wath hard the whole time! But it’s wortht than that—when he prethed hith thing against me i got all excited—it made me squirt in my panties! Not once, but theveral times. I couldn’t help it!”
 
“I’m sorry  Babes, I would have warned you but I might have been punished.  The Doctor, he is quite sadistic—in a dark kind of way, and he loves sissies. He probably  enjoyed that very much. And Miss Carrie? She is even more sadistic. Both are awful  people. I’m not looking forward to tonight.” 
 
The part about Miss Carrie puzzles Austin, but the thought quickly leaves him. 
 
“But why did that exthite me? It wath tho gross!”
 
“That’s just the way the Program works.”
 
She leads him out of the medical area, eventually finding themselves  outside and walking toward one of the other buildings on the grounds. 
 
“Nurse Debi? What happensh now?”
 
“We are going to have a light lunch and then we’ll go to the salon to get you properly cleaned up. Is that okay?”
 
“I guess tho. And after that?
 
“Then we’ll go to our room and relax.”